New Perspective [A Jessie J Fanfiction]

Chapter 13

I ran my index finger over my lips gently as I watched Philip's form walk towards his car before driving away a few seconds later. I walked towards the door of my apartment building, my mind racing with questions yet fuzzy at the same time.

As my hand reached out in attempt to open the door, I knew with every bone in my body that this wasn't the end of the night. It couldn't be. My mind raced on with a thousand questions and before I knew it, I felt myself becoming consumed with anger and as though my legs had a mind of their own, I swiftly turned around and started running.

About 5 minutes later, my body jerked forward and fell onto the curb. "Fuck," I cursed under my breath. It was only then that I realized I had been running in three inch heels. I quickly slipped my shoes off my feet and continued running. As my feet hit the icy sidewalk, I became more and more convinced that my toes were going to fall off. However, I knew there was no way I was turning around now. Not when everything was her fault.

After what felt like an entire lifetime and completely frozen toes, I was finally in front of the house. Her house. My legs stopped running and I took a deep breath in attempt to compose myself before walking up to the front door. With shaky hands, I rang the doorbell.

It wasn't very long before a tall, slim figure appeared at the door. Her body was wrapped in a long white robe and her hair was messed up. I figured she was probably asleep. Holding the door slightly open, she finally spoke.

"Mi-Mia?! What are you doing here? Oh my god, are you okay?" Jessie asked surprised scanning my cold body with her eyes.

"No Jess. No. I am not fucking okay!" I answered; losing all control I had two seconds ago. My blood boiled and my body shook. "I was fine all along until I met you Jessica. Why did you have to fuck up everything?!" I spat angrily.

"Mia, what are you talking about?" I could hear the hurt and desperateness laced in Jessie's voice.

"You know where I was tonight? On a date with one of the nicest guys I've ever met and you know what? I enjoyed every bit of it, every bit...until he kissed me. Why didn't his lips make me shiver like yours do? Why does my heart skip a beat every time I see you or think of you? Why do I feel like this Jessica? Why?!" I shouted at her desperately. I stared at Jess who was now standing in silence staring back at me.

Once again, as though my legs had a mind of their own, I swiftly walked up to Jess, pushing the door open and letting myself in before slamming the door behind me. I grabbed her by the hand roughly and spun her around to face me, bracing her up against the wall forcefully. A whimper escaped her as her breath seemed to have been knocked out of her.

"I hate you Jessica. I fucking h-hate you," I choked out, my voice breaking with every second that flew by. She stared at me, her eyes flooded with tears threatening to spill. "I hate you," I whispered once again before closing the gap between us as our lips connected ever so slightly. Jessie's hands now enveloped my neck and our lips moved gently in sync.

I could feel the wetness of Jessie's cheek against mine as silent tears escaped her eyes. I pulled away slowly, our eyes meeting as the distance between us returned. My thumb glided softly against her cheek in attempt to wipe away the evidence of her pain.

I was suddenly startled as I heard a female voice behind me.

"Baby, you said you would be back in a minute. What is taking so lon-" My head spun around to reveal a female figure wearing nothing but her underwear. I turned around to look at Jess in shock, glaring at her as I felt the rage returning.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I spat dryly.

"Mia! I can explain!" Jessie said desperately as she grabbed my arm in attempt to prevent me from leaving. I pushed her to the side before opening the door angrily and heading into the street, Jessie trailing behind.

"Mia! Please just listen to me for a minute." I could not bear to hear another second of it.

"Just leave me alone Jessica! Go back to fucking Lana!"

A/N: WHO REMEMBERS CANDY LADY? Okay, down to business. Firstly, I am sooo very sorry for taking this long. I have returned to college and things are so hectic, I havent even gotten time to breathe yet. Secondly, I know this chapter is very short but i needed to give you guys something to go on. Thirdly, Who's side are you on? And what did you think of this chapter and this story so far? Thank you all for the support! You guys are amazing!