A mix of six {on hold}

Nerves

Jax's POV

It was so nerve racking. I mean, what if she said no and to me that what I did was stupid and walked away? Okay, so Tillie's to nice and I'm a hundred percent sure that she would never do that. But I was just thinking about all the things that could go wrong in that moment. And to be honest, I was always a fan of PD and I just got Declan to try and get the tickets cause, well he has connections. And then Kal and Ev helped me come up with the song, they also said that if T had said yes than she feels the same way about me. But I really don't think she would have the heart to say no, it's just not like her. After the dance and the concert we head back to the hotel. I wonder if she really does like me back. It would be a dream come true, I've been in love with the girl since the fourth grade when she shared her sandwich with me after I had dropped mine. And yes it is childish, but it was enough to steal my little nine year old heart. And each year to this day I have fallen even more for my best friend. She just doesn't know it yet.

"We'll come in in a sec T," Kal says breaking me out of my thoughts. And were already back at the hotel in front of the rooms. I must have been real zoned out then.

"What did we say Jax? She totally likes you to, she just hasn't realized it yet." Ev says grinning like a mad man, or in her case a mad women.

"Ya think?" I ask not quite believing it.

"Totally. I mean your right she's not the type of person to say no if someone asks her to dance, but she will never stay for the whole thing if she's not interested. She stayed, she's interested trust me." Kal smiles patting my back. I sigh, I mean it's true what Kal said but...T and I are also best friends. It could have just been a friendly dance to her, not what it was to me.

I go back into my room and hook up my camera to my computer to download the footage I took whilst we were at the concert. I then did a quick edit and posted it.

"Hey Jax, dude." Declan says from his bed.

"Ya?" I respond looking up from the computer.

"If ya don't ask T out by the time I leave for London, I'll release that video I took of you singing Bad enough for you by all time low. The one you dedicated to Tillie a year ago. I bet all the Jallie shippers out there will go crazy...and death. You can't sing for sh*t." he smirks.

"Agh ok fine, and I know I sound like a dying frog being run over by a car okay! Not everyone can sing like you Con Kal Ev and T!" I whine. It really is embarrassing that I'm the only one who can't really sing. I mean, I've never posted a video of my singing for our fans to see. And only T and the guys have heard me sing before. T claims that my voice is great and that I should sing more often. But Con and Dec on the other hand, ya they come up with pretty creative things to describe my 'bad' singing.

"Good, now go to sleep. We have to check out by eleven tomorrow," Con mumbles already drifting off to sleep.

-------

"Is he awake?" I hear someone whisper.

"I don't think so, but talk a little louder would ya. I think he'll wake up then." a sarcastic remark is shot back.

"Geez," and then there's some shuffling. Ugh what time is it even? I slightly crack one eye open and look over at the clock on the bedside table. 12:58 am, agh way to early to be awake.

"Gosh, could you move a little more carefully? I don't want to drop her for goodness sake." a male voice says.

"Sorry," whoever is talking. Could they keep it down?

"I can't believe either one of them hasn't waken up yet." Wrong, I'm awake. But who is the other person?

"Come on just, ya right there at the edge of the bed. And do you really need to tuck the cover over the edge?" A guy says.

"Yes, believe it or not but she will know if it isn't tucked." a female voice says.

"Typical," and then more shuffling and then finally I can hear the door close. Now, like any normal person I should have rolled over, opened my eyes and looked to see who was in my bed. But I was way to tired and instead just inhaled a deep breath of vanilla and strawberries and let sleep take over me.

_=_=_=_=_=_=_

When I woke up I found myself cuddling a certain brunette that I've been in love with since forever. Now this might sound creepy but her hair felt so soft, hey it was right there! And we fit perfectly together with her back to my chest and our legs crossing.

Then suddenly she rolls over so that she's facing me. She yawns and arches her back before opening her eyes.

"Morning," she smiles up at me.

"Morning angel," I breath.