A mix of six {on hold}

Panick attacks

Tillie's POV.

"Um, I said that I make YouTube videos," I say quietly. At that everyone instantly stops what they were doing and stares at me. They all seemed to be in shock, then the whispering starts.

'Omg she's Tillie shire!

'The one from AMOS!'

'Shes a lot shorter than I thought she was.'

'Maybe she'll introduce me to the rest of them'

'Hey, do I think the rumors about her and Sam are true?'

'I thought she was dating Declan?'

'Whore'

'Slut'

'she deserves to be alone'

'She doesn't deserve to be with Sam or Declan, they can do way better than her'

'Maybe if I pretended to be her friend I could get close to Jax'

I couldn't take it, I sat back down and quickly covered my ears with my hands. It didn't work though, I could still hear them and feel their eyes on me. I couldn't move, I couldn't breath, they were closing in on me.

Saffron's POV.

This was bad, very bad. The moment the whispering started Tillie just sat down and covered her ears. She couldn't deal with things like this, she got some pretty bad panic attacks. I don't know exactly how it all started, but I do remember her telling me that it happened sometime during her freshmen or sophomore year of high school. When I look over at her again to see how bad this one is, she turns to look at me.

"Sh*t" I mumble to myself. I see fear flash in her eyes before she squeezes them shut. I look at the clock, five more minutes. Even though we're past the point of introductions and moved onto Mr. Williams explaining what we will be doing for the year, the whispering never stopped. I smiled a little when I heard true honest nice things about Tillie, but I glared at those who dared speak badly about her. I don't know what happened in high school to make her like this and I'm not gonna ask her, but one thing for sure is that Tillie is probably going to be the nicest person your ever gonna meet. She always thinks about others before herself, she'll bake you your favorite treats just to make you smile, she'll buy you a present without asking for anything in return just because, and she's always there for you whether she needs to or not.

*ring*

Finally, class is over. I rush over to Tillie who has her head on her desk and shove my earbuds into her ears, cranking up everybody talks by neon trees. Then I grab her backpack along with mine as I steer us to the nurses office. After she sits down and I hand her a bottle of water i go ask Mrs. Flansky if Tillie and I can be dismissed from classes today. At first she just gives me a weird looks before I say,

"Tillie shire is not feeling so well and I'd like to take her home." I say more sternly.

"Miss shire did you say?" I just nod, "oh, we'll dear if you had told me this before you could have been off campus by now." She says with a slight smile on her face. She sign a couple of forms and shoes me out with, "I hope Miss Shire feels well soon!"