numb.

game

You have some kind of addiction to destroying me. It's like you enjoy my pain, and finding new ways to make it arise. 

For a heart like mine, it is just so hard to understand why. Why would you want to make me upset and cry over you for nothing. Why is it so satisfying for you to make people feel so small?

What's even worse, is the way I fall over and over again. I keep going back to you, and every time it hurts a bit less. The more I find out about your fucked up intentions, the quicker my tears dry. 

It's hard for me to say that I don't know who the man laying in my bed is. I don't feel safe with you anymore. And that is something you will never be able to take back. 

So just leave, I am begging you to leave my heart. Because that space belongs to someone who will take care of me.