* yeah I know a little late but enjoy*
A petal grew from the crimson rose
36 petals left
Y/n's p.o.v
Nightmares is what I call this horrible hell. They call left and right for my name.
Not even a single sleep can turn this hell into invisibility.
" I can't do this" I then hit my face on the wooden table as my frustration turned into red shades.
Its impossible to do this
How do they even do this?
Why are they so confident in their own demise?
Why did I ever use my laughter to get to this sinful place?
" I'm so stupid!" I then flashed my hand and threw the silly papers on the floor like a winds laughing glee.
Why did I ever follow a monster like him?
Then a knock hit my door, it must be the maid.
" come in!" I say with fear, I then started to worry myself even more. what if they heard me stress? What if they tell HIM? What if I lost a life because of my very own being?
My very own maid opens the door and fakes smiles at me. I then sighed for relief, thank god its my maid.
" good morning my lady l/n, I hope you enjoyed your day! I was sent by your leader, but first here" she then crouched down to the mess I made my very stupidly self.
" no no! It's fine miss! I can pick it up myself!" I then got off my wooden chair to my regular working space. I then crouched down near her and started to pick up the papers with her.
" no my lady! He'll kill you if he sees you on the floor with such dishonor! Let me do this!" The lady then slapped my hand away.
What the he-
" look, I don't care, this is my mess not yours, this is my fault for dropping this." I said with a serious tone.
" ... you're very kind my lady, but if I were you... I would not be seen like this... it's too dangerous." The maid says with a worried look.
" but keep the kindness please, this place is better when at least someone cares, that's something nobody has here." The maid then smiles.
" okay" I then stood up and put the papers on my office table and organized them into perfect symmetry.
" oh! And my lady! you are needed at the leaders chambers, you know your consequences if you don't appear your presence." She then puts the other papers on the same table.
" thank you" I said quietly, my eyes then focused on the coat on top of the reddish bed.
" do you know what our leader wants?" I asked politely, she then nods a no very fast, like if she hides something under her wings.
" n-no my lady, unfortunately not" she then hides her face.
" you don't have to act that way towards me, and if you could, call me y/n, no need for formality in this room." I then smiled at her, she reminded me of someone.
" oh, sorry my lad- I mean uhh y/n! But I'm not allowed to say.... you will have to discuss this with your leader. I'm so sorry my lady." The maid said with quick wind.
