The wilted petal from the crimson rose fell softly,
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Y/N's p.o.v
Numbness
A feeling that straps you, holding in fear with a mix of worry,
Yet not a single movement from the fingertips.
A solo feeling that guides you to deeper biddings from the naked eye.
You could shout a loud silence,
Hold your head up high with empty gullible tears.
Hear the heart cry out as your skin drops your very own body,
Tear your insides as you wield you heart, not letting go the precious thing your very own brother taught you.
" your heart is what makes you, don't forget that"
You could see the beautiful smile on his face sinking slowly.
Numbness
I never understood what that meant,
How to feel about those words,
My heart that aches to live upon a bright world,
Slowly ruined by a prideful man,
An echo that calls you a decile,
Withering the thought of a conscience.
Numbness
And yet after all games of chess I've had to play,
I could never get to the top of the chain,
I've tried to smile about it, but it washes away quickly as effort has been blocked by my very own senseless guilt.
My wings quickly chopped off by the very own man playing the game,
Hopelessly waiting something in return,
Maybe a feeling or two?
But the master always chooses its slaves correctly,
The one who does best
The one who outsmarts death
The one who catches each target without a trace of empathy.
Empathy
A feeling that erode in me quickly as he strapped me.
And such a fool to think a god in heaven would watch my blood tickle in my hands.
A person killed in just one finger
A trigger that lasted at least a second of agony.
And I hopelessly thought I would be forgiven.
Stupid
Stupid indeed
" she's alive sir!"
A voice?
" she seems like she's gonna awake in a few minutes my leader, are you going to stay?"
A voice that willingly send shivers through my back, aching in pain.
" yes, hold my station, tell my second best men to take my place for at least an hour, I must see miss y/n's return safely, I wish for this to not happen again, so I will give a word to her, but for now please leave... I want peace"
