***DISCONTINUED*** Savior [Colby Brock]

4 - Truth or Dare

I hate playing truth or dare. Well, it is a funny game, that's not it. But I always have to go out of my comfort zone, pushing my anxiety to a maximum. Back when I went to school, it was even worse. I was kind of a victim to bullying, so whenever the people I called friends, got the chance to humiliate me, they took it - truth and dare was the easiest way to do it. And alcohol isn't really a good friend either. I had a drinking problem a few years back. Later on I started having mental breakdowns whenever I got drunk, so I haven't really had any alcohol in like a year or two. But maybe this time will be different, maybe it gets better - I say to myself.

We all go into the living room and sit in a circle. Sheila sits to my left, and Brennen to my right, ugh. Colby sits on the opposite side of the circle, so whenever I looked straight ahead, I looked at him. Devyn starts spinning a bottle on the floor and we start of slow for the first couple of rounds. We just dare each other to take some shots, no one really chooses truth. After some time we are all pretty tipsy, so the dares are getting more funny. Sheila has to make a handstand and take a shot. Brennen has to run around the house one time, because fresh air makes you more drunk. Corey has to take a shot, then kiss Devyn giving her the fluid from his mouth, pretty gross, but funny. Then it lands on me and Sheila yells out "7 minutes in heaven with Brennen". All start laughing, thinking it's a funny idea. I just sit there, looking angry at Sheila and blushing a little.

Since it is a dare I have to do it. Brennen puts on his dirty smirk again, as we stand up and walk into a different room, closing the door behind us. "Nothing is going to happen in here Brennen", I say, locking my eyes at him. "We see about that, Baby", he says getting closer to me. He is just inches away. I form my hands into fists, clenching my teeth - he does not get to see me shaking. He puts his hands on my waist, getting even closer. I can feel his breath on my face, smelling the alcohol. He leans in towards me, wanting to kiss me. I escape, taking a step the right side. But he grabs my arm, holding onto me. "Brennen you're hurting me", I say with a low, choked voice. "You like it Baby?", he says, holding onto my waist with the other hand pulling me closer and blocking me from any chance to get away. I can already feel the bruises that he is gonna cause to appear on my arm. I try to wiggle my way out, put he only tightens his grip in responds, chuckling dirty and gross. Again he leans in to kiss me, and I have no other chance than to let it happen. He gets hungrier with every second of our lips touching, while I feel more scared and grossed out. He pushes me against the wall, still kissing me. His hand goes from my waist to my ass, grabbing it way to hard. I want to scream in pain, causing me to open my mouth and his tongue slipping in. As i thought this was going to end in a rape, someone bangs on the door "you guys can come out now". I use the second of Brennen being unaware of me, listening to the voice, to wiggle my self out of his grip.

I open the door, walk out of the room and out of the house without saying a word. I just can't be in there with him one more second. I can hear Brennen laughing as he gets out to the boys, telling them about how easy it was. I sit down on the hard ground, tears streaming down my face. I feel dirty, like a slut - even though nothing really did happen. I just feel terrible, horrified, disgusting.

All of a sudden I feel a strong hand touching my shoulder softly, causing me jump up, turn around to look at the person and walk three steps back. It's just Colby. I try to tell myself, as I see it with my own eyes - but it doesn't help. I can fell a panic attack approaching, really quickly. I just stand there, nailed to the ground, unable to breath and unable to see because of my tears. I feel like fainting, like dying almost. I take short, fast breaths - I'm shaking, every inch of my body is shaking. My face is wet from tears. I can feel myself getting lightheaded, causing me to take some more steps back. Before I reach the ground I feel strong hands grabbing me, softly, loving and caring. "It's okay. Just breath. Slowly, iiiinnn and ooouuut", he says, slowly helping me to sit down, breathing with me.

It takes a few minutes before I'm able to actually calm down a bit. As soon as I am, I lean into him, burring myself in his chest. We just sit there, while he holds me close until I'm ready to talk or move. He gently brushes my hair as he hushes me, talking calmly. "It's okay Y/N" he says, "just take your time. Whenever you are ready you can start talking if you want to, okay?", he continues. I can't say anything though. Instead I push myself away from him, pulling my left sleeve up a bit, exposing a bruise that is clearly formed as a hand. Colby just pulls me into him again - not saying anything, but looking both sad and pissed. After a while I'm ready to walk back in. I don't know how long we were outside, but it must have been more than 15 minutes. As we walk into the living room there aren't many people left - Sam, Kat, Devyn and Corey have went to bed. The others still hang around talking and chilling. As soon as Colby sees Brennen, his softness disappears. "I think it's best you leave now Brennen" Colby says, sounding pissed and like he really means it. Brennen doesn't act up or anything. He just stands up and says goodbye to the others. As he walks past me, I look down - I really just want him out, not wanting to ever look at him again. He stops besides me, taking a step closer leaning into my ear, "we are not done", he whispers, putting on a smirk and then he leaves.

A/N

OKAY! Wow, did you expect that happening? What happens now, with Colby and you? And him and Brennen - after all, they are best friends! And what did Brennen mean with "we are not done"?

Read on and find out!!! ;)

Also! I really like Brennen and all the others in real life, but every good story needs a bad guy, in this one it is Brennen. I still love him though ;) <3

     - Anni, xoxo