***DISCONTINUED*** Savior [Colby Brock]

10 - Going home

When I wake up again I see the sun rising. The room shimmers in a bright red and orange color. I know it is sunrise because the guys have left and Colby sleeps besides me. He looks so handsome and peaceful. His long brown hair covers his face and his arms are wrapped around me. His lips form a smile that is barely noticeable, but at the same time easy to see. I just look at him for a while, smiling. His tanned skin glows in this lighting and it almost looks divine. He looks breathtaking and I know a lot of girls would kill to be with him. And here I am - lying besides him, wrapped in his arms. I almost feel special. I know I don't deserve this and that he will leave me soon but, but anyway - I am just feeling like the luckiest girl alive right now. But then the negativity crawls back. I don't even know him! Why am I feeling like this?! After all that happened in the past! I can't let this happen!

As I think these thoughts, the smile fades from my face. I turn around and grab my phone to pass time, until Colby wakes up. But again I shouldn't have. The first thing popping up is a text message, well actually two.

Dylan, 3am
Coming for you baby - just wait a few more days and you are with me again <333

Brennen, 12am
I'm gonna see you when you get out - remember what I told you! <3

I didn't know a day could start off this bad. But well, here I am. Scared and broken 10 minutes after I woke up. I open Instagram to push the negativity away, since I have to move on with my life somehow. At least til Colby wakes up this is the only thing I can do. I scroll down and nothing really new and interesting has been posted. So I go to Colby's page and check it out. He is still a stranger to me in some ways - so doing this I could at least find out some things about him. I click on his page and notice that he posted on his story. I turn up the volume just enough for me to hear, then tap on it. It's a short video of him telling his fans that there won't be a video up this Sunday as usual, but he will try to post on either Monday or Tuesday. Then there's another video of him telling his fans to calm down about who he is with - "It's just a friend guys and as soon as everything is okay I am going to give you some more information", he says.

Tere it was again. The feeling of a knife being stabbed into my heart. The feeling of loosing something I don't even have. I don't want to feel it, but I can't change it - even though I know it is bad for me and that it will end bad. I just can't do anything about it. I try to push the feelings away. As I said, we do not really know each other. I scroll down on his page, and notice that he has posted another picture of us.

@ ColbyBrock: <3

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@ BrockFan: Omg! So cute!

@ HaTeR: She should've died, haha, lol