***DISCONTINUED*** Savior [Colby Brock]

5 - Overnight

I still feel disgusted after what just happened. But everyone (except Colby) are to drunk to react to it. I really just want to go home, hide in my bed and cut. It's all I can think off right now. But while I start fantasizing about it, Sheila suddenly says "Y/N, I'm to wasted to drive and it's to late for an Uber. There are only gross people driving now", she says, slowly sitting up. "Jake said we could sleep over. You can sleep down here if you want. I'm gonna steal Jakes bed", she continues, standing up. She walks over and gives me a fast hug, before she walks upstairs with Jake, not giving me any chance to say something.

My mind starts to drive me crazy. I can't focus on anything right now. The thoughts are just racing through my mind and that's why I don't realize Colby tries to talk to me, before he raises his voice, talking softly. "Earth to Y/N", he says and I shake my head coming back to reality. "Welcome back" he says with a smile on his face. "You can sleep in my bed, I have a couch which I will take" he continues, taking my hand leading me upstairs.

I'm still in chock over what happened with Brennen and I clearly don't think about that this could end just as bad at first. As he opens the door I suddenly realize that it could happen and I freeze. He looks at me softly as he says "I'm not gonna try anything Y/N. As mentioned I take the couch. I even go outside the room and close the door while you change your clothes", he says. I put on a small smile and walk inside. He hands me one of his T-shirts that is quite long, with some print that says"Take Chances". funny enough just the right words I needed to hear right now, in order to build up some confidence.

Colby walks out and I change. The T-shirt is just long enough to cover my ass, as I don't have any shorts to sleep in. I open the door for him to come back in, then I sit down on the bed and he sits on the couch. "Thank you" I mumble, while I slowly start being controlled by my thoughts again. "No need to thank me", he says and slowly lays down, while checking his social media.

I just sit there, staring into nothing. Blankly. I can feel my eyes burning, while they get wet from tears, caused by the thoughts inside my head. Pictures of Brennen in the room. Pictures of my ex-boyfriend doing the same thing. Pictures of me being bullied. Then the voices start talking: "You deserve to feel this way. You probably are easy that's why Brennen did it. That's why everyone just does it! You deserve to feel bad! To starve and to bleed". I feel my face watering and I sniffle softly, while wiping the tears off my face.

"Are you okay" I hear Colby say softly, while getting closer. I look up to him, still with tears in my eyes. I probably look disgusting, I think to myself. "Hey, it's okay. Brennen's not here anymore and I am not going to hurt you" he says, squatting down in front of me. I lean into hugging him. I slowly sniffle into his neck, while he brushes my back, hushing me. I feel like a mess. And now I make him feel bad to. Nice one Y/N, I think, You're really good at making friends. NOT!. I pull myself back, but he holds onto me just a few more seconds. He starts to rise and walk over to the couch again.

"Can you sleep in the bed with me?" I say in such a low voice, no sound really comes out. But he heard me. He nods, smiles, and lays down besides me, after I lay down close to the wall. "Thank you" I say, with an even lower voice. Then I turn around, facing the wall. I can't help it, but to start to cry again. I'm not afraid that he tries something, I am just destroyed and broken down. I have no strength left inside me. But just as I am about to break down complete I feel two strong arms grabbing me softly, pulling me into a close hug. I hear soft hushing noises behind me. I sniffle a few times, as he caressed my arm slowly, calming me. And all of a sudden I catch myself drifting of to sleep. Feeling safe and okay.

A/N

OMG! You cuddle up with Colby! One of the most handsome boys you have ever laid eyes on! And he seems so perfect! Both caring and cute!
But there must be a twist. Can everything turn out good? What is going to happen during the night and the day after? How are you going to react to what is happening? What is Colby going to do the next day? And should you tell Sheila and the others about what happened with Brennen?

Let me know in the comments, what you guys think of the story! And give me some feedback :)

     - Anni, xoxo