Restless: Tododekubaku (Being Rewritten)(Slow Update)

CH 7 Answer pt. 1

Katsuki's POV
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BEEP. BEEP. BEEP BEEP

I heard an annoying noise and muffled voices.

I tried moving my body but I couldn't. I was trapped. I could see everything around me. I saw Recovery girl by her desk talking on the phone with someone. I could see my lieing here motionless on the infirmary bed. I could see the source of my annoyance, the heart monitor, hooked up to me.

But it felt like I could see nothing at all. I can't speak. I can't move. All I could do was feel, hear and 'see'.

I saw something in the corner of the room. I thought it was Kirishima at first but when it was suddenly over me I knew damn will it wasn't.

'What the fuc-'

It touched my body. It touched my chest right over my heart and it's other hand was on my cheek. It felt like it was staring into my soul even though my eyes were closed. It got closer to my face. The heart monitor beside me was going crazy catching Recovery girl's attention as she rushed over to me. The thing over me moved what I assume was it's face close to my ear.

'You don't need this right?'

'What-'

It shoved its hand through my heart and with that I jolted out of sleep screaming.

"Bakugo. Bakugo!! Calm down.......your ok here." Recovery girl said as she was trying to calm me down.

"I-It f-felt so real and...and I-" I stated shaking vigorously with tears flowing down my face.

"Shh.....shhhhh Bakugo it's ok. It's ok."

After a while of this. I finally calmed down. Recovery girl left my side and brought a chair and sat down in front of my with a clipboard. Then she started speaking:

"Bakugo......I've noticed the symptoms you exhibit are telltale signs of having panic attacks, anxiety attacks and just now the signs of sleep paralysis."

I stayed silent as I just listened to her speak.

"These conditions can put an obvious strain on your mental health and your physical health by putting a strain on your heart, lungs, stomach and brain. Bakugo........how long have you been having these attacks?"

I froze up. What was I supposed to do? The only people that know what caused this is my family, me and that damn psychotic doctor. Should I tell them? I mean I trust them but.....how would they all react. I shouldn't- No I should tell them maybe we can save he. It's not guaranteed but maybe.

".....The attacks started 7 years ago."

Recovery girl wrote on her clipboard.

"Were you prescribed any medication for them? If so have you been taking them?"

I grimaced remembering the experience I had with them.
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*Flashback*
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"Katsuki.......we need to get you some help.......you can't keep on living like this." My mom said in a worried voice.

I just shrugged it off. It doesn't matter anyway I deceived this.

"I'm fine."

"No Katsuki you're not......this was the 10th time this week your father and I found you on the floor hyperventilating. We're worried Katsuki....would you at least try for us?"

I was silent. 'Should I really do it. I feel perfectly fine. There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way that I am now. It was my fault. I deceived this. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm perfectly fine.'