Love Only You

HELP ME 3

I heard Mr. Lee saying something........
"D...Don't leave me. I love you..... please..."
Oh my God what should I do. Why is he crying?! Did he loose someone he love. Yeah i remember him with beard drinking when I first time met him.  He then looked as if he was heart broken. I guess he forgot me!
I m unable to see him cry.....
It is making my heart break. I hugged him very tightly saying " Mr. Lee... pl.. please dont cry. No one is leaving you. Dont cry. You dont need to be afraid!"
As I finished my sentance I just realized that I m crying too. Hot tears falling off my cheeks. 
He hugged me very tightly. As if I m gonna leave him if he   loosens his grip. 
He continued crying resting his head on just above my chest. I put a hand around him and the other hand wiping his tears.
I dont know... I m so sad. I m unable to see him cry or being sad. I guess this is the feeling to be in real love.

The driver asked me where to go......
But I dont know Mr. Lee's house address! I dont even have Kim's number to ask him. What should i do?....
Ummm.. i just told the driver my address . I cant do anything more than this. In the whole journey Mr. Lee kept on crying.   It took 30 minutes to reach my home . I gave the driver his fee. Carried Mr. Lee on my shoulder.  He is so heavy. But I got unknown strength. The words  Mr. Lee said before are vibrating in my ears. Every single word.
As I m taking him inside he was saying something but I closed his mouth from saying.
Well if he made my mom  wake . You know right how my mom would react. She is bit old fashioned in case of boys.  Except for oppa.
I carried him to my room. After I reached my room. I was totally exhausted.  I made Mr. Lee sleep over my bed. Covering him with my blanket.  Taking his shoes off . Taking his coat off.
As I was taking his coat off i realised he is having fever. I dont know what I can do now. It's almost midnight. 
He started talking something in his sleep.
Hearing it I completely lost my composure.  I heard him saying again this time crystal clear. "Y..Yoon... please love me. Please give me a chance too. You rea... really represent my dream girl. You are the exact girl that I need in my life. please... please... please... please.."

I just fell on the ground. Felt the hard hit on my knees . But I m unable to feel that pain. I just felt my image becoming blurry and my tears running down .An unknown pain in my heart as if someone is pinching my heart with a needle .  A heave feeling in my heart.

' I just am really in love with him. But  he doesn't feel the same. I shouldn't be reacting like this. I should control  myself.  I just met him . Like its been only 2 days . I should start avoiding him.' 
As these thoughts are running in my head and me crying. Mr. Lee moved.  He was about to fall off the bed in sleep. I came out off my thoughts. I tryed moving him to the middle of the bed. After lot of trouble I succeeded. He ll not fall now.
But then he holded my hand and dragged me onto him. I hit my torso on his so hard.  I hit my head to his cheek. I lifted my head trying to move away from him. But he holded my hip with one hand and other hand on the back of my head. He pulled me fast. I didn't even realise what happened.  But once I came back to my senses I realised he was kissing me. It's not a soft kiss how I imagined my first kiss would be. Instead it's a lustful kiss. He is biting my lips. Licking my mouth with his tongue. No love . I guess he is thinking me as Yoon.  I should really get up. I can't keep going. He doesn't even love me. I tryed very hard but I can't.  I m too weak.  Really exhausted with today's work, carrying him.
But I SHOULD move away. This time I took his hand away from my head and hip. I m back to my feet.I looked at him. Came back to my senses of what just happened.
Didnt know what time it is. Only seeing him.
But he doesn't really love me. So this kiss has no meaning.  My first kiss has no meaning. It's not love.
As I m looking at him feeling the pain in my chest.  I remembered he has fever. I put  my hand on his forehead.  He is burning. His fever increased.  He went back to sleep but his face is becoming pale more and more.  I took his first 3  buttons off . Didnt dare to look at his body .
The wild side of me kept saying I should use this chance.  I should really look at his hot body. But Dah.... he is sick. I should shut my body's silly desires. 
Ummm...I remembered my dad teaching me a dish when I was young . He used to make it when my mom is sick . I remember it was very effective.  But we stopped doing it except twice after my dad died.
When my mom is sick  and I don't know where to go I did it . But it takes 3 hours time. We should be careful with the preparation.  I dont remember the name of that soup but I remember the ingredients.  I went to the kitchen.  Started my preparation.  3 hours passed by without notice. I made the medicine.  It's a soup.
Past 3 hours my work is going upstairs . Wiping Mr. Lee with a cold towel,Coming back down stairs, changing the water again with cold water from fridge, Stirring the medicine, adding the required ingredients on time.
God I m exhausted.  Its already 3:00 am. I brought the medicine.  Cooled it and made him drink with a spoon. Its very difficult to make a sleeping man drink something.  They won't swallow.
It took 1 hour for me to make him drink the full soup .  It 4:00 am. I changed the towel with cold one. Wiped his forehead, face,body again . I checked his temperature.  Its working.  His fever is decreasing gradually After 2 hours.
I guess he may wake up. I called oppa as it is 6:00 am as he ll wake up for his exercise routines. I told him every thing except Mr. Lee talking in his sleep and the kissing part. And I  asked him to  lend me his clothes.  Mr. Lee's clothes are totally wrinkled and also with staines. So, it's better if I lend oppa's clothes.  Oppa brought them in no time. Meanwhile I cleaned the medicine bowl and also those towels.
Oppa came and called me. I went and took the clothes. Oppa saw my face and asked" didnt u have enough sleep?"
" no oppa.  I slept" I answered.  "Look at urself.  U look very tired. What! U were serving that bastard all night when did you have time to sleep? You should have left him there in that restaurant by himself!" He told harshly.  Oppa was very furious.  Now I understood the reason for his anger and his yesterday's behaviour. I didnt answer him and took the clothes. I gave him a fake smile and closed the door.  I cant talk more than that. If I say something I m sure I ll end up crying remembering the wordMr. Lee said .  So it's better if I cry alone without anyone noticing me.
After some time I went to the bedroom. I saw Mr. Lee waking up just then.
As he woke up he was in shock with the unfamiliar environment.  He looked at me with doubtful eyes and asked "what did you do to me? Why am I here?" His voice is so rude. I have never heard or saw him this cold . It's like he is completely different person from the person I met 2 years ago in club or from the person I met in the elevator. 
With a fake smile I answered him "sir don't misunderstand. You just got really drunk yesterday and everyone left so I just didn't have any other choice than bringing you to my home.
With that answer he started looking surroundings as if recalling yesterday's memory.
He suddenly looked at me asking" did I misbehave with you?"
"No sir . You didn't!" I answered involuntarily.  'In reality yeah. You did. You took my first kiss. Broke my heart  confessing your feelings for my best friend. You also took my sleep away with your fever. Well  it's better if I don't say him that he had fever. What use will there be when he loves my friend and not me.'
As I was thinking like this I heard him saying warmly this time " Thank you for letting me stay in your house. I should get going."
With that he stood up but I stopped him saying "sir. You put this clothes on. Your clothes got stained.  Its oppa's.  So they may suite You."
As I said that his Expression changed back to cold. He just left without a word. I went on following him with the clothes.  I dont know why I did that.
He saw me with those clothes in my hands . He turned back ,took those clothes and threw them into dust bin outside."what!why did you do that? It's my present to oppa.....*took a moment* si.. sir sorry for my impulsive action. But why don't you wear those clothes.  They fit you better. However Your clothes got stained. "
" Miss Anna its better if you dont meddle in my business! The more you try to seduce me and know me better the more hard it will become for you to lead your life peacefully.  And coming to these clothes.  I dont wear these che.....* took a moment * I .. I dont wear someone's clothes and this taste is not to my liking. So I will get going. *looking at Anna from top to bottom* please dont be late to your job. You only have 1 and half hour to get ready. "
He told very seriously. So cold . So rude. And he left leaving me outside..... I was unable to control my sorrow.  I ran to my bed room crying. Thank God my mom did see me like this.  Or else she ll start nagging about fasion designing   .
He is so cold to me. Oh... now I realised the reason he told those things.  That's because I told him it's oppa's clothes.  As oppa is his rival he should've really hate him. But when did I seduce him. Ahhhh yeah I wore pink lipstick yesterday but hiw did he find out about the reason behind my lipstick. But it's too insulting.  It's my mistake.  I shouldn't have done that. Seducing is not my skill I guess.
I only have 45 minutes to get ready after I controlled my feelings crying.
HELLO FRIENDS...
Sorry for not releasing any chapters since 2 days. I was busy.  I hope you like this chapter.  Dont worry I ll release still more chapters today itself and I promise that I ll release atleast one chapter a day.  If I cant. I ll tell you in advance. 
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