Love Only You

BEING YOUR FRIEND 7

Observing me waking up Mr. Lee helped me stand. What should i say to him? Thank you? ....sorry???.....
"Umm... sir ...... did I sleep? *flushing * did my mom see you carry me?"
Shit!!!! What did I say? I am the most useless person in the world.
"Yeah you slept and no your mom didn't see me carrying you. Get some sleep. It's late and you look tired." He told with a warm and reassuring smile.
I cant quite understand him sometimes. Now he is so sweet. But previously he was so cold.

Smiling at him I left. Yeah.... I really need sleep. So, I went back to my room and slept.
'the same bright white wall and an unclear face of a guy . He looked so aggressive. I feel pain in my lower part. Who is he? He is coming near to me. he is so cold. His eyes never expressing any feelings . I feel a strong pain in my heart It's more like, I felt hurt by him. Hot tear running down my cheeks. He slapped me so hard for which I fell on my back with a thud sound. A stream of pain and shocks ran down my spine making me let out a gasp.
Suddenly he kissed me ,which felt familiar, and then left . Is he a syco?
I was crying and crying and crying as if my life is being taken away from me. I cried so long letting out my pain in sounds. I suddenly heard someone calling my name.'
"Anna.... wake up. Why are you crying? Come on wake up. You will wake your mom if you are gonna cry like this ,making sounds." A Male voice said.
I opened my eyes still crying. I am afraid .I don't get it. but I am really afraid of everything. I saw Lee worried eyes. I immediately sat up and hugged him without thinking about the consequences. I cried on his shoulder. For which he hugged me back. I feel protected in his embrace. His touch calms me down.
Realising what I was doing, I released him. I wanna hold him longer but I cant...I wanna feel him more on my body but I shouldn't .... because I dont wanna make him feel I am seducing him again.
That day , those words.... that I am seducing him always kills me whenever I remember them.
As I released him from my grip he started saying "why are you crying? I never saw you cry like this... did today's incident effect you?"
I was in still in shock . I didnt answer him until I realized he is hugging me again wearing that worried expression. Aww he is so considerate.
"Umm.... I am sorry Lee. Sorry for my today's behaviour. Please dont assume I am seducing you again...." I said wiping my tears.
"What... *remembering his own words * N-No... I am not assuming anything. Please dont feel like that. That day..... its just because I didn't know you better. I am sorry for that day. I know my words hurt you...... umm why are you crying? Did today's incident effect you? Are u having a nightmare?"he asked me.
"Umm... yeah !It happens whenever someone misbehaves with me..... I dont know why everytime people misbehave with me." I said without realising what I m saying.
What!why did I say that to him?! I never told this to anyone. Shit!
"Umm.. don't mind what i just said.... um..a.." i was cut off by Lee saying"what do you mean by always? Did this kind of incident happen to you often?"
"N-No... I means yeah But not often. These kinds of incidents used to be often when I was with my uncle . But no... In fashion designing ,I used to face these kinds of incidents that happened today with Mr. Lin , but not often. Umm.. *cursing under breath* ... and those times I used to have these dreams. I am sorry for worrying you." I said.
" No.. you are not worrying me.* pause* tell me whenever someone misbehaves with you ever again. Okay?" Saying this he suddenly hugged me again.
What ... it's so sweet but I dont like someone saying these words as if I am weak. He shouldn't be concerned that much if he doesn't love me right. This will make me fall even more for him.
Thinking these I withdrew from him hugging..... me.
"S.. sorry..... I didnt mean to-" he said with an expression as if I caught him off guard .
"No... it's just that I need some rest. Th..Thank you. I... will ask for you if I ever face such kind of problem.." I ended my sentence feeling his concerned eyes on me. I was looking on my bed ,not making any eye contact with him. Cause I dont want him to see me in this weak state.
"Lee p...please dont let my mom know about today's night. I dont wanna concern her. And if I tell this to her... she will totally make me quit this job. A..And I dont want that."I said.
I have managed my mom from finding out about me crying in sleep when I feel depressed.
" no ..dont worry. I wont say this to anyone . dont worry." he said. He was leaving.
"Lee..." he turned.." ca... can u..... stay or.....umm sleep here until I fall asleep?"
Why did I call him. Fuck! even though I am afraid he won't accept it. Shit.... will he assume I am flirting with him again. God please dont let him misunderstand me.
Shit he turned. I closed my eyes. Dont wanna listen his words.
"Yeah no problem. I will sleep here*pointing at an old sofa beside Anna's bed separated with 4 or 5 inches gap*" he told.
What! Did I hear him right. Am I still in dream? I pinched myself from under my blanket. Ouch. It hurts like hell. That means this is really. That means we are gonna stay in same room!
"Really?..." I asked opening my eyes wider ,suprised. I didnt expect this at all." Yeah. We are friends. So dont worry. I will go once you sleep." He said.
He brought his blanket and pillow from his room. I guess he really planned to sleep here.
i was so much aware of my body , My sleeping position , my shorts, my braless body with only an old t-shirt .
I dont know when but i have fallen asleep . His presence, his intoxicating smell,Making me more comfortable , until I was in the same dream crying . Now one are near me but I still feel the hurt and the stinging my back from falling. I was crying a lot until I felt someone's arm on my back and shoulders saying 'I am here. Dont be scared.' I was relaxed a bit but still I can't bear the pain and this comfort at the same time. I was still crying . Suddenly all my nightmare, bright light disappear when I felt someone hugging me. I felt protected.
I opened my eyes with a sudden realization . He is sleeping beside me hugging me. What! " Lee.. " " dont cry. You are making Me worried . Now sleep. " He said those comforting words in a sleepy voice. I suddenly hugged him , My semi conscious mind playing with me. I slept hugging him tightly, feeling his strong smell, his hard chest... I felt protected.
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The next day I was woken up by a bright sunlight falling on my face. Shit. Its afternoon! I over slept. I started calling Lee's phone to say ' sorry. I ll be late'. The phone is ringing. I hear it's ringtone near me. Its like its here. What his phone is on my sofa. i reached near his sofa
Suddenly memories from last night started flashing in my mind. Fuck. I heard foot steps forming towards my door . Panic. My heart beat started beating like a crazy machine. I cant go to my bed now or either into my bathroom. I was stuck near the sofathold my hair , which I tried trying into a bun, and Lee's mobile in my other hand with my phone near my ear(holding it by pressing my ear to my shoulder) . Lee entered my room with something in his hands. Suddenly I left my hair and my phone, only his phone in my hand.
" don't worry... about last night, I did not misunderstand you. you were scared a lot yesterday . But you didnt tell me. Here is your lunch. * placing the plate on the sofa * and we got a day off today remember?" he said seeing my panicked face.
" umm I am sorry sir uh... umm... lee... for yesterday. I didnt mean to behave that way." I told him feeling guilt.
" noooo I told you dont be. We are friends after all. It's not a big deal. By the way, go to your mom she is worried sick of you saying you never slept this late. " he said
"Thanks.... thank you for not misunderstanding me. And not telling This to my mom."I told him, i guess i m blushing.
"No worries . ' Get ready and come to your mom annie'* saying this in Anna's mom's style*" he said laughing .
That's sooooo cute 😍
"*smiling * okay mommy " i said totally flushing, changing into a tomato .
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