Random shit mostly depressing things help me

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so i aditioned form musical theater and drama class in high school and im waiting to see if i made. my legs were litrally jello i was so nevous i had a freaking panic attack. also im living that trans life, or at least trying to, i cut my hair and i got a binder that should be here on the 23rd im super excited cause im tired of being disphoric. and i have so many good friends who are super suportive. also iv been thinking about my new name and i relly liken the name shane. lol this is all out of nowhere cause i was sacred people would juge me but honestly i dont care anymore. welp thats it farwll my dudes