Disorder - Taekook [COMPLETED]

Chapter 24

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Author POV

"So what you're telling me is that she's fucking dead?!"

"Taehyung, please calm down."

"NO! Do you fucking know how much she meant to me?! She was like a little sister! I have known her all of my fucking life! We cared for each other and went through so much together! What do you fucking mean 'she's dead'?!"

"Taehyung. She's dead, we can't change that. She wanted this."

"What? Why would she want to die?!"

"Tae, she jumped in front of a train..."

"How the fuck would you know?!"

"We were kind of right there when it happened."

"You were there and didn't fucking stop her?!"

"We didn't know she was going to jump, okay?! We were too far away from her to actually stop her from jumping! We called an ambulance right away but it was no use. She's dead and no one can change that. We're really sorry for your loss, Taehyung. Don't understand us wrong, she was a really nice girl. We liked her a lot."

"Yeah right! Go away, i need time to take all this in."

"We understand. Stay strong Tae."

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"Why the fuck do you think I'd care?"

"Jeongguk, give up the act already. We know you actually really like Taehyung!"

"I don't! I hate him, leave me alone."

"Okay then do it for Jungkook's sake, please? Taehyung really needs someone that cares about him right now. He really needs you."

"I don't care about him."

"Sure you don't. Just please, go cheer him up or something. Let him know he's not alone. Or just let Jungkook take over his own body, I don't know how that works."

"I can see that. Ugh. Will you stop bugging me if i did?"

"Yes we will."

"Fine."

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"Taehyung-ah, open the door. I don't have all day."

Taehyung opened the door, tears still streaming down his red face. It broke Jeongguk's heart to see Taehyung like this. (A/n: yes, he has a heart🙄) And before he knew, he hugged him.

"Jungkook I-"

"Shut up. This is the only time I'm ever hugging you so enjoy it."

"Jeongguk, what are you doing here? Not that I'm complaining but didn't you hate me?"

"Didn't i tell you to shut up until I'm done hugging you."

"Please don't let go...", Taehyung whispered into the younger's ear with a broken voice.

"I'm sorry."

"What for?"

"Your loss. And I'm also sorry for the way i acted towards you yesterday. I'm just- scared..."

"Scared of what?"

"I'm scared that I'm going to love you and then I'll go away. I'm scared you're going to make Jungkook better. I'm scared to lose you as myself."

"You'll always be there Jeongguk."

"I won't. Once Jungkook is better, we'll all be gone. There will only be you and Jungkook. No Jk, no Kookie, no Jeongguk. Just Jungkook."