Disorder - Taekook [COMPLETED]

Chapter 28

"Tae-"

Taehyung tried to come closer to the younger but Jeongguk kept walking backwards until he hit a wall with his back.

"Don't come any closer Tae, please...", Jeongguk whispered.

"Why not? What's wrong?"

"Tae, please, i don't want to hurt you. Please just go away."

"How about no?" (A/n: me when my teacher tells me to do my homework. K I just ruined the mood, bye.)

"Taehyung, leave."

"No."

"Fucking leave already!"

"But why tho?"

"Do you fucking want me to punch you?! Just fucking go so i can keep throwing shit without your face getting hit! Just go!"

"Listen, this is not how you're supposed to deal with frustration."

"This is MY way of dealing with frustration, i don't need anyone's fucking permission for it! I can do whatever i want and you're not going to be that one boy that 'changed me' or some shit. Now leave me alone! I want to break shit, fucking go!" (A/n: Ha, not being cliché like-)

"Fine. I'll go. But don't come back crying when you're done breaking everything you have and can't afford."

"GO AWAY! I DON'T NEED YOU, GO!"

Taehyung left the dorm and Jeongguk started to throw with more stuff while yelling shit at himself. Little did he know that Taehyung was standing at the other end of the door, listening to every single word the younger uttered. It was really heartbreaking for the older to hear how Jungkook really thought about himself and he just wanted to go in there, hug the younger boy and tell him it's all going to be alright. (A/n: Even tho it's never really alright, y'all, i wanna die) He just wanted to make him happy but he knew better than that, he sat on the floor in front of the door and kept listening to everything his precious boyfriend said about himself.

"I'm fucking ugly, inside and out. What the fuck does Taehyung even see in me? He could've had anyone besides me, yet he chose me over all those stupid people. BUT WHY? There's nothing good about me! I'm just a waste of time, a waste of air, a waste of space. I don't fucking deserve him. He treats me so well and puts up with the characters and yet I'm here, treating him like garbage! What the fuck is wrong with me?"

Taehyung started to cry by now. After a few more said things, there was no sound coming from the dorm anymore.

Did Jungkook fall asleep? Or is he just crying in a corner? (A/n: Mood) I'll go have a quick look and then go back. Taehyung said to himself.

The older quietly opened the door, trying not to make any sound. He entered the living room and there was Jungkook, laying on the floor while breathing heavily. He had tears still streaming down his face and didn't notice the blonde staring at him. Taehyung decided to just leave him for a moment and turned around. 

"Tae- I'm sorry...", The younger whispered to himself before falling asleep on the cold hard floor.

Taehyung didn't want to just let him sleep on the floor so he picked him up bridal style and put him on his bed. He tucked the raven haired in and left the dorm, going back to where the others were.

"Hey Tae, you're back.", Namjoon greeted the younger and gave him one of the drinks he had next to him. Because everyone randomly has drinks next to them aM i RiGhT.

"Yeah, Jungkook's asleep.", Taehyung said and sipped his drink.

"This early? It's five PM.", Hoseok said.