Not just a game (straubee)

Chapter 20: heart break

Heyimstraub20

Bees POV:

Today was the last day of PAX. I woke up and I saw Mitchell lying next to me. First time I woke up before him. I got up, brushed my teeth and dressed up and woke up Straub.

"Wake up already, its the last day"

Straub got up from the bed miserably and went to the bathroom and took a shower.

I was waiting for him, longer than he does for me. He got out of the shower wearing a towel on him. He pulled him closer to me and kissed me passionately. He smelled like his perfume from FanFest.

"Go dress up and let's go" I said

In about 15 minutes we were in the car driving to the convention centre. There were less people than yesterday. Mainly cube members, and today I just decided to hang out with Dul, Devon and Tybzi. Straub hanged out with Graser.

I saw Grape standing there alone and checking his phone. I went up to him;

"Hey Sean"

"Hey Bee, how are you? How is pax going?"

He asked. This is the moment I realised how cute he was. Wait I can't do this, I have a boyfriend, Mitchell and I love him. I know how he would get upset.

"Its pretty good so far! How is yours?"

"Not too bad, apparently my girlfriend just broke up with me, I loved her though. Things change I guess" he said and his eyes teared up, I felt horrible for him.

"I am so sorry" I said and put my hand on his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around me. I felt good and bad at the same time. What if Straub saw us?

Grape quickly let go and said;

"Oh my god, I am so sorry, I didn't mean to!"

"Its okay, don't apologise" I said and I regretted it. He looked at me with his brown eyes. I felt weird and pulled closer to him and kissed him. He kissed back which made me tense up and than I realised what I did.

"I am so sorry!" I said and covered my mouth.

"Its fine for me, I guess" he said and I realised that he liked me back.

Grapes POV:

Bee just kissed me. I still didn't get over it. She apologised and I realised and I said;

"Its fine for me, I guess" oh shit, did I say that out loud.

She looked at me and covered her mouth. I liked her. A lot. I knew she didn't like me back. She had a boyfriend that loved her, Straub.

I grabbed her hand and pulled her away from the building and went outside.

I did not know if I was doing the right thing but ;

"I have to tell you something.... I-I... I love you!" I said. I regretted it the moment I did it.

"I know you have a boyfriend and you love him, but I thought you should know" I said and I was tensed up. I was waiting for her answer.

"Sean... I feel the same way... I just... I am not sure. I know we would hurt Straub so much!"

"I understand, I am not expecting you to feel the same way and I don't want to break you and Straub apart"

He put his hand on my cheek, and looked in my eyes.

"We better go inside before Straub notices" I said and walked in with Grape.

Bees POV:

I saw Kricken talking to Straub and he was looking at me with disappointment. I could see his eyes tear up. I knew what Kricken told him. He saw me and Grape. I hated to hurt Straub but I couldn't help my feelings. That bitch.