Not just a game (straubee)

Chapter 24: life story

Heyimstraub24

Bees POV:

Straub heard everything that I said to my mom. She wanted me to come back, because her and my dad didn't trust Mitchell. They simply didn't know him.

When my mom was telling me to come back and move out I just ended the call. She kept calling me after that but I didn't answer.

I knew exactly what she was going to say;

"You moved in with a guy you don't even know!"

"I won't even know if something happens to you!"

"He may be dangerous"

"So you put a stranger in front of your own parents?"

I have heard that too many times. I was happy with Mitchell and I wouldn't leave him for anything. I never told him too much about me. I walked to his room and called him to the living room. I decided ti tell him everything, that really happened to me, we were together but he knew almost nothing about me.

"Mitchell, I just realised that you don't really know too much about me and what I did back home, so I decided to tell you everything, but you will too" I said

He nodded and I started;

"Me and my mom never had a good relationship. We always argued about everything. She would never let me go out anywhere. My friends would go to each others parties and I would sit at home, thats how I discovered Minecraft by the way. Boredom. When I got my first boyfriend, she would never let us meet. We ran away from school just to hang out. After that my mom found out, from the teachers and I got grounded for a week. Just school, no friends, internet or my boyfriend. About a year after that I grew up, got wiser and smarter, by that time or course I wasn't dating that guy anymore. I met this other one, who I thought was amazing. Everything was amazing at first, he took me to fancy places and we hung out a lot, I kind of grew up, that is why I didn't listen to my mom. That guy was the nicest at first. We went to events together and everything was perfect. Than he suddenly changed. He became angry and his hands were always shaking, he became very aggressive. I knew something was wrong, when ever I just looked at another guy or talked to one of my friends, he got very mad. One day I went over to his house and we started making out and than I saw something fall out of his pocket. Drugs. I asked what that was and he got very mad. He hit my head on the wall and punched me everywhere. I had bruises all over. I told you the rest before. You can tell, I didn't have the best past, you are the best thing that happened to me so far" I said and looked in his eyes, I could see how he was very sad.

"Forget about the past, flush it away. We are here now. I am here with you. Don't listen to anyone and do what you want. The only thing you should know is that you are safe here with me" he said and took my hand in his. I smiled.

"Of course my past wasn't as dramatic, I guess as yours. I am a guy, I sat at home and played video games. I started dating this girl in my school when I was about 15, and now I think about it and realised it was the dumbest thing ever. I used to get jealous, if she talked to some other guy. We just ended breaking up and I felt very bad. Back in the emo times, emo hair, I started cutting, than I realised that it was no big deal and stopped. Thats really it" he explained.

I thought about how we were here together now, I had to forget everything that happened before.

I always thought about my old abusive boyfriend, when ever I did, I was hurt. All the bad memories came back and I would start feeling depressed. I had to get over it.