MELTED {J.D X Reader} (HEATHERS)

Our love is a god(maybe)

The two words flung out of your lips softly as you closed your E/C eyes tightly shut, not wanting to see your boyfriends reaction to the not so great news. His reaction was the only thing that mattered in your head. You hoped that he wouldn't be mad at you. That he wouldn't yell down at you like you we're some needy whore.

Who the fuck are you kidding? He's going to yell at you, and probably kill you! And you in fact are a whore if you're in this damn mess!

I'm a goddamn slut! I'm carrying my manic boyfriend's devil child! I've had sex with him and now guess where I am! I'm here with this baby who doesn't deserve this mess! It should have a happy family where it's wanted and loved by it's family. Where it has a older brother or sister, maybe. Some place where it's calm, and it won't be with me and J.D. Where it's well fed and happy.

And that place isn't here... I'm sorry again, baby. If I could put you someplace like that, you would be there right now. You wouldn't be with me and your god awful father.

You wouldn't be with me...

You were so caught up in your mental break-down, that you didn't even realize how many tears were falling down your cheeks, or how much your breathing had increased. Everything was so blurry and you couldn't tell what was real or what was in your head anymore.

"We have a kid?"

You opened your eyes wide as the grip on your hands were no longer gentle, it was tight. This wasn't in your head, this was real now. J.D had just talked to you after you told him you were pregnant with their baby.

You opened your mouth to speak, but it just came out as a small sob.

"Y/N, repeat yourself, please." J.D begged softy to you, his voice almost sounded frantic."Y/N, do we or do we not have a," J.D stopped mid sentence,"child?" J.D muttered breathlessly, like he wasn't sure if that was the right term.

You held your breath when he said that, not wanting to answer him.

"Y/N M/N L/N, give me an answer right the hell now!" J.D yelled violently, at this point ripping your hands off. You bit your lip before, nodding your head up and down, telling him that you were indeed expecting, you think.

"Do you know what this means, Y/N?" J.D asked you blankly, no emotion in his voice at all. You gulped nervously,"It means your a slut." You picture him telling you, with on emotion in his voice whatsoever.

"J.D I-I'm not even positively sure that I really am, I've just been noticing a lot of the signs that match up to pregnancy! So don't get mad at me so soon!" You rambled on, not even noticing how happy your boyfriend had looked at you.

"Get mad at you? Darling, why would I be mad at you? This wonderful news! We're parents, Y/N, and you think I would be mad at you for that? If anything, that's my fault." J.D told you cheerfully, having an ear to ear grin.

He's not mad, he's happy... Did you hear that, baby? You daddy is happy that you're (maybe) here with us!

All your insecurities were washed off you, and everything that you were so sure would happen was gone. Tears of fear were transformed into tears of joy as J.D covered you in kisses. "You have no idea how happy I am that you said that, my love." You sniffled, managing to smile at the black haired boy in front of you. J.D smiled,"you have no idea how happy I am to know that we have a child to call our own." 

 //Hours later\\

You were safely back under the fluffy blancks of J.D's bed, with his arms wrapped around you contently, as if he wouldn't want to be anywhere else but with you. You could feel his lips curled up into a smile against your skin, before he peaked it softly and whispered:

"Our love is god."

Oh fuck, those words get you everytime. And now they meant more than anything to both of them. Now their love is alive. Their love was a living thing inside of you.

Your love is a god

"So, darling," J.D started."Earlier, you said you weren't sure if you were pregnant," he grabbed your hand underneath the sheets."So what did you mean by that, darling?"

You sighed, and snuggled closer to him."I... I have all the signs of pregnancy, but I haven't took a test of anything yet." You muttered up to him. You felt his chest rise and fall with quick and suttle sigh.

"Okay... I'll go get you test tomorrow morning so we can check."

"No, J.D, it's fine, I can go get one-" He cut you off.

"You think I'm going to let you go out of the house now? Now that you are carrying our baby inside of you? What if you get hurt and it hurts the baby? I don't want that to happen to you or our baby, darling." J.D stressed, pulling you very, very, close to him.

You raised an eyebrow in confusion of your future now."So... What a about school? I can't just sit here everyday. I'll just be really careful and avoid Heather and stick close to you." You tried to convince your boyfriend, but it seemed to be useless.

"No, Y/N. You're definitely not going to school anymore. Not with that bitch walking around like she owns the place. You are going to stay put in bed. Where I can protect you, got it, darling?"

You sighed. Going to school would be even more pointless now that I can't go to college while carrying a baby. But still kinda need a highschool degree to basically anything. Plus you don't really have the energy to stress or argue with J.D. Things were already hectic enough.

"Okay, but on one condition." You playful snickered, looking up into J.D's eyes."You have to go get me food anytime me and the baby are hungry." You smirked. J.D laughed and kissed the top of your head."And is our little love craving for food right now?"

You nodded,"yes, now go get me something to eat."

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