beautiful tragic | chaennie ✓

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rain poured down as jennie stood there. tears streaming her cheeks as she bites her fingernails, letting out quiet sobs. the reason for this is there is a possibility she'll be eliminated in their survival show, which is not exactly a show shown to the public. she has sacrificed many things, and for nothing?

jennie is not really close to her group; miyeon, lalisa, jisoo, especially chaeyoung. she had always shut herself and don't really open up to them. well, except for once with jisoo when they were on the hot springs. well, the main reason for that was she accidentally drank mr. kim's beer, jisoo's father, and got drunk.

hearing the door creaked, she turned to see who it was and found the raven haired girl. "sorry, i thought no one was here." the girl apologized and jennie shook her head. "it's okay. don't mind me, just whatever you want." she said and the raven haired girl nodded and she turned away and wiped her tears.

after changing, the girl walked towards her. "jennie unnie," it was the first time the girl called her. "it's okay, i'm sure you'll be picked. you're a very talented girl." the girl comforted her and she sighed. "but just look at the other artists, who are really talented than me, he kicked them out. so how would you be so sure he won't kick me out as well?" she asked, a hint of sarcasm in her voice.

"because i believe in you." for the first time, someone said that to her. the words she's longing to hear, from her parents, relatives, friends. she never got those words from her, but from a group mate she barely knows. jennie's eyes widened, trying to pick up the words that she just heard. she believe in me? and from that moment, she wanted to give her very best. and she did.

now her group had debuted with the song 'boombayah'. but too bad miyeon didn't got in. she was so close as well, but she broke a rule, and that is dating. so she, was kicked out.

"blackpink!" they shouted, all in tears after their debut stage. chaeyoung was the most at tears. yes she did win against four hundred contestants, and she though being in the survival show would be busy, but she thought wrong. everyone was so talented and had trained there for years, longer than she has. so it was really hard for her and had to even stay up and improve her dancing and also had to sleep early for her voice.

and all her hard work paid off, but foreign fans ignored that and after finding out she was the lead visual, they called her a visual hole and was ugly.

but she just shrugs that thought since she knows there always be hate and no one on public eye could avoid that.

"there were many people." jisoo exclaimed. "and i was like, oh my god!" she puts her hand on her chest, exclaiming and shooks her head. "waahh.. so that's how it feels like when you're on stage." she said and then lalisa, the always playful maknae pulls a strand of jisoo's hair and the older ran after the blonde, about to murder her.

"unnie, you're a good person! you would never commit such crime!" lalisa shouted, hiding behind chaeyoung and the two other girls laughed at the two.

jennie smiled, pulling the younger into an embrace. "we did great." both hearts beat faster than it normally does. and from that, they knew, they had a forbidden feeling of love towards each other, which needs to be buried and forgotten real quickly.