Jennie couldn't bare to look at herself in the mirror.
Did she like girls? Or boys? Or both? She was confused to say the least.
"Bad night?" Lisa said as she walked past the bathroom.
"Horrible." Jennie covered her face with both hands.
Lisa grabbed her hands and engulfed her in a hug. Warm tears dripped onto Lisa's pink night shirt as she guided Jennie to sit down.
They stayed like that for a while. The only noise was Jennie's sniffling.
Jennie pulled away and wiped her eyes weakly.
"I think I'm bi." Jennie confessed.
Lisa squeezed Jennie's hands to comfort her, "and that's perfectly fine."
"And I think I like Jisoo." Jennie looked down.
"Follow your heart for once, Jennie. You know what you want. Go and get it and be the happiest girl tonight." Lisa warmly smiled.
"You're right," Jennie walked over to the mirror and fixed her makeup, "what time does the chicken place close?"
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A knock at the door woke Jisoo who was priorly watching Netflix on her couch. She stumbled to the door, mentally cursing whoever was at her door so late.
Jisoo let out a small gasp as she was met with Jiwoo.
"Can I come in?" Jiwoo said sheepishly.
Jisoo reluctantly opened the door wide enough for Jiwoo to slip into the dark apartment.
"It hasn't changed a bit." Jiwoo fondly observed as she flipped a light switch.
"Cut the shit, Jiwoo, and just say whatever the hell you need to say." Jisoo was wide awake now.
Jiwoo licked her lips, "I came to apologize."
Jisoo let out a scoff.
"I know I should've apologized sooner, I was reckless and childish and I never should have done that to you," Jiwoo talked fast so Jisoo couldn't interrupt, "so I'm sorry for ever causing you pain. Jisoo, you were my first love." Jiwoo cradled Jisoo's face.
Tears pooled in Jisoo's eyes. Jiwoo was her first love too.
"I guess what I'm trying to say is... I still love you." Jiwoo confessed.
Jisoo wanted to give into her sultry look and her sweet intoxicating voice.
"No. No. No! You don't get to cheat on me and then show up a year and a half later to ruin my progress," Jisoo pulled Jiwoo's hands away, "I was finally getting used to not seeing you."
"Jisoo, I-"
"I think it's best that you leave." Jisoo turner away.
"Fuck. Jisoo, come on."
"I said, fucking leave." Jisoo clenched her fists.
Jiwoo opened the door, "I'll see you around."
Jisoo scowled at her final comment.
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Jennie hid behind bushes as a blonde girl suddenly walked out of Jisoo's apartament. Her heart sank into her stomach, blood rushed to her ears. Was she too late?
Jennie hugged the warm takeout and shamefully walked away.
Away from Jisoo. Away from love
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Finally updated 😳✌🏻
