_Webs That Tangle The Heart_ Ultimate spider man love story{On Hold}

Spider-talk

dear loyal readers,

I noticed over the years when I stopped writing this story, a lot were sad and wanted more chapters but I couldn't do it. No matter how all you ask I couldn't, (one reason to blame is that my Netflix doesn't have the show anymore but ) the true reason is...

I been fighting my depression, anxiety and sickness. No i'm not making this up to get a reaction but take it as you will, this is the truth. I been in a horrible situation. I'm not perfect person and I try to make people happy yet, i'm stuck in a bad state. My depression, anxiety, emotions, fucking everything is being pulled to a limit, no matter what i do or bend and twist. There is abuse and no love in my life. I been breaking piece by piece and swallowed by my darkness.

I hated I couldn't do what you guys asked to gave you more chapters but I just couldn't.

However things have been changing, i'm seeing someone, a social worker to help me out and hopefully a counselor in the future. I'm trying to patch up my mess up life and help my family. i even got to see the spiderman: into the spider-verse and I loved the movie. It also reminded of my story.

So I was thinking to pretty much and to make you guys happy that I will try writing again. Perhaps slowly, I might just post a chapter or two a month. Even if i'm out of school and almost have nothing to do, you are surely half right, but I have a family and a some-what-under-the-rock-bullshit-life.

I will post another "Spider-talk" thing after I take a breathe and think over this new idea again, perhaps later in February, (if any of you live in Seattle can totally met me at the Chinese new year event on the 9, I would totally love meeting my fans and making new friends buuuuut don't get your hopes up)

So I was thinking about pretty much rewriting, remake or whatever this story. [Insert shrug here]

Do you like it?

Do you hate the idea?

Please go ahead and message me.

Bring Dr. pepper

Thank you guys for being patience with me, you guys desire better