The Rest Of Forever (a tyler joseph fanfic) DISCONTINUED

Chapter Four

Logan's POV

After Tyler told me the whole story, things have been different. At first he seemed to try and open up more when things happened, but know he's back to how he was and he's being more distant than ever. It's been about two months since we had our talk and about a month and a half since he's tried to open up. Since then, he's just been locking himself in the basement and making more songs, meaning Josh was over a lot more. If I'm being honest, Josh has talked to me more than Tyler has. He keeps telling me to, "Be patient," but it's hard if Tyler doesn't tell me what's going on. 
-
I walk down to the basement while hearing Tyler's muffled singing.
The young boy wants to move ahead
And the old man songs rewind,
I wonder when in this time line
We'll break to the other side
I walk in to watch Tyler continue singing while Josh is behind his drums. (A/N: I'm making Josh an "original member" in this) I can hear the passion and the pain in his beautiful voice. The way he sings has always entranced me. The way he closes his eyes and moves is so beautiful. I watch Josh as he plays his drums with equal passion, the two together is a beautiful sight to see.
We must all agree,
There's a point in life when darkness breaks our,
brittle hopes and dreams
and I'd say
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
A little later the song ends and I feel tears in the corners of my eyes.  Tyler opens his eyes and sees me standing at the other side of the basement. I smile at him, "That was so good Ty," I tell him. He gives me a faint smile and looks back down, "Thank you my love," he replies to me. Josh looks around and playfully pouts, "Hey, what about me?" he asks. "I mean you were okay Joshua," I say with a smirk. He jokingly glares at me, "No fair Logan," he whines. I roll my eyes at him and turn my attention back to Tyler. "So, what's the name of that one?" I ask. "It's called Tonight," he says. "Well it's amazing," I tell him. "I mean, it's still a work in progress, but thank you," he says. He then abruptly started to walk away and up the basement steps. I grow confused and look at Josh, "What's going on?" He sighs and shakes his head, "He's started to grow distant with me too, he barely says more than two words to me if we are discussing our songs," Josh explains. Fuck I think, I'm supposed to be helping and supporting him and I'm not. I shake my head, "What are you thinking?" Josh asks me. I sigh, "I'm just having a hard time supporting him, when I'm not even sure what's going on," I say. Josh nods in understanding, "He did this a few years back, when everything was pretty bad, but he never isolated himself this much," he said. I only nod in response, and make my way up the stairs to find Tyler.
I walk around for a few minutes to see him in the kitchen making himself a sandwich. "Hey you," I said, "Why'd you leave like that?" I ask him. He shook his head, "Nothing, just needed some air," he said. I sigh sadly and cautiously put my hand on his shoulder, "Ty, come on please tell me what's bothering you, you can't lie to me I know something's going on," I tell him. His mood darkened, "Maybe I don't want to tell you every little thing Logan!" he shouts. I am taken aback at his sudden change and I am unable to decipher the look on his face. He suddenly hangs his head, "Dammit," he whispers to himself. He looks back up at me, "Love, I'm sorry," he tells me. He takes a step forward and I abruptly jump back, scared of what he might do. "You promised that you would talk to me Tyler, and you're not. I'm sick of your silent treatment bullshit!" I exclaim as tears threaten to escape my eyes. Tyler shakes his, "Love, no please don't I'm sorry. Please don't leave me," he pleads. I feel more anger coursing through my veins. I was done with this. I was done with him. I ball my hands into fists, and stand my ground. "No Tyler. I'm done and I'm leaving. There's nothing you can do about it." I start walking to our room while trying to wipe my tears. I run into Josh in the hallway, looking concerned and confused. Suddenly a panicked look dawns on his face, "Logan, did he find out?" he asks with a panicked tone. My eyes widen realizing what he's talking about. I quickly shake my head, "No, this isn't about that, I'm leaving get out of my way." I demand. A look of relief rushes to his face and he steps out of my way. I rush to grab my things and i stuff it in a backpack. I walk to the front door, not giving Tyler another look as I leave.

A/N: Another shitty update, hope you guys enjoyed. Take care of yourself guys ♥️