Jimin was crying the whole day. But he didn't want anyone seeing him in this state. He doesn't like people seeing him at his weakest state. It just made him feel weak.
He got his makeup and tried to cover up his swollen red eyes. How could Jungkook do this. Jimin trusted him. Jimin hoped that Jungkook would change. Maybe it's true what they say. Hope hurts the most.
Jimin finished doing his makeup. He walked out of the bathroom. He got his bag and started putting important things inside. He turned his head and saw a picture of Jungkook. Jimin felt tears falling from his cheek. He held the picture frame and cried harder.
He threw the picture frame to the wall out of anger and sadness. The glass shattered and scattered all over the floor. Jimin tugged on his hair out of frustration
"I fucking trusted you. Again. I know I shouldn't have but I did. And I hate myself for it." Jimin muttered to himself.
Maybe it was time to say goodbye.
Jimin finished packing and walked to the living room where Jungkook was at.
"Hi baby" Jungkook said.
Jimin didn't say anything. He couldn't or else he would break down and cry.
"What's wrong? What happened?" Jungkook said concerned.
"Look Jungkook. I know what you did. I'm not stupid" Jimin said trying to stay strong.
"W-What do you mean?" Jungkook says worriedly.
"I know you kissed Taehyung. I saw you" Jimin says crossing his arms.
"B-Baby I can explain I-" Jungkook's sentence was cut off by Jimin.
"Jungkook" Jimin said trying to make it sound like he wasn't going to cry. But he couldn't. Not anymore.
Jungkook gulped at the sight. Tears were coming out of Jimin's eyes. Jimin wiped his tears.
Jungkook wanted to say something but he couldn't. Everytime he opened his mouth, nothing came out.
Jimin waited a few second for Jungkook to speak. When Jungkook didn't, Jimin tried to maintain calm, his lips let out a quivering sigh.
He looked up, in order to not let out any tears. He looked at Jungkook and smiled sadly at him.
"Look, if you want to be with him, then go. I'm not going to stop you... I'm done...If it's going to be like this, me crying over you, hoping that you'll change. And you cheating on me with someone else, not giving a damn about my feelings and the next day pretending like you care about me, Then I don't want to be with you. But..."
Jimin stopped. He felt like he was going to break down and cry. He breathed in and out. He continued his sentence but said it in a broken voice.
"But I don't hate you. And I hate the fact that I don't. I could never hate you. And I'm sorry"
"Why are you sorry?" Jungkook whispered with tears welling up in the corner of his eyes.
"I'm sorry that I loved you"
"But I hope one day, you regret everything you did to me. But I forgive you and wish the best for you"
"B-But why"
"Because you're my best friend"
Jimin said. He let out a quivering sigh and got his bag. He opened the door and walked out. He paused and turned around. He put on a fake smile, trying to make it seem like he would be okay, even though tears were running down his cheek.
"I want the best for you Kookie and you you to be happy. And....if I'm not the best for you....then I want Tae to be the best for you. I'm not gonna lie. It does hurt but....I'll be fine" Jimin sadly chuckled afterwards. He paused for a little bit before talking again.
"You know, I always thought I wasn't good enough and that I didn't deserve you.....but now I realize that you were the one that didn't deserve me." Jimin smiled. He can finally experience what self-love is.
"Goodbye Jungkookie"
The door closed. Jungkook felt tears falling from his face. Why did he let him leave? Why couldn't he change himself? Was all Jungkook was thinking as tears fell from his eyes.
"I'll miss you" Jungkook whispered quietly.
THE END.
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I Forgive You(Jikook)✔
Fanfiction"I hope one day you'll regret everything you did to me. But I forgive you and wish the best for you" "B-But why?" "Because you're my best friend" Completed story✔