Everything Has Changed ●Jemi●

Letters.

The next day, I woke up with a text from Joe, I sighed and opened the message, “I would love to spend time w/ my daughter today.” I fell back onto my bed, and let out a long sigh,I headed downstairs, “Good morning,sweetie.” My mom smiled, “What do we have planned for today?” my mom flipped the pancakes.

“Joe wants to spend the day with his daughter…” I sat on the couch,curled in a ball, “I think that’s a good thing. He’s trying. I’m surprised he’s okay with you engaged.” my mom grinned and I sighed,” I guess..I haven’t told Paise that Joe is her real father….”

“Well,you need to tell her…” my mom put the pancakes on a plate, “Go get Paisley up,so we can eat.” I got up and headed to Paisley.

After breakfast,I took Paisley outside in the back to tell her that Harry wasn’t her real daddy and I had to explain how Joe is her real daddy. I didn’t go into much detail,but she took it better than I thought. I got her dressed and ready to take her to Joe’s. I slipped on a pair of sweatpants and a shirt.

Joe.

“Are you looking for a house or a job,right now?”  my mom came up behind, “Or naked women.” she sighed, I closed my laptop, “Sorry...I’m a man..” I got up. “It’s fine...I guess you just want to live with your parents forever.” she headed downstairs, “No…I have been looking for a place to live..maybe so I can watch porn by myself.” I chuckled.

Denise rolled her eyes, “Grow up,Joseph.” she headed to the kitchen.

I headed to the door once I heard a knock on it, “Hey Demi. Hey princess!!” I smiled at Paisley, “Mommy told me you were my daddy…” she hugged her teddy, “Yes,I am.” I picked her up,”You can bring her home around...she usually stays up..” Demi nodded, “Night,baby.” Demi kissed Paisley’s cheek and got in her car. I shut the door. “We’ll going to do some fun things. Let me get dressed.” I carried her to my mom. “Mom,this is my daughter Paisley. I’ll tell you about that later. Please watch her while I get dressed.” I put her down. “Thanks.” I headed upstairs.

I changed into dark jeans, a white shirt and a light blue jean jacket. “Thank you mom.” I picked her up and got her in my car, “Where we going,daddy?”

“Well,do you like American Girl Dolls?” I backed out of my driveway. “Duh!! I never got one yet..Harry said he’ll get me one,but he hasn’t yet.” she sighed, “Well,daddy is going to get you one.” I smirked.

30 minutes later, Paisley ran inside, I laughed. “Welcome to American Girl,are we looking for something specific?” a worker asked, “No,we’re just looking.” I walked in and paid $28 for each person. “Okay,you get one doll,two pairs of clothing,and one piece of furniture,okay?” she hugged my legs, “Thank you,daddy.”  

We spent mostly all day there. Paisley was having a blast. She is so cute. I got in the car, “Thank you so much,daddy!!” she smiled. “So what did you get again?” I smiled at her, “A Samantha doll, casual and bedtime clothes and a bed. I love her,daddy!” she snuggled her doll, I smiled. “Now,we’re going to go home and roast marshmallows over the fireplace and make s’mores.”

"What’s s’mores? Mommy told me not to play with fire.” I laughed, “You never had s’mores!? Man,you haven’t lived!! You’ll have to see when we make them. Well,I won’t let fire hurt you. I got you.” I winked at her.

Demi.

“I’ll be in my bedroom if you need me.” I went upstairs, “I miss you SO much. xxxHarry.”

I text back, “I miss you too :(“ I threw the phone on my bed and headed to my closet. I looked up on the shelves, I saw a box,I didn’t recognize. I stood on my tippy toes and grabbed it. I took it to my bed and sat down. I opened the box and I saw envelopes that was from Joe to me. My mouth dropped.  I opened one up.

August 20,2010,

I haven’t heard from you in about 3 weeks now..I hope you’re okay.. I miss you tons. I bet you forgot about me now and found a hot new college boyfriend. I hope college is treating you well,if they don’t they can expect a call from the Army. I wish you didn’t forget me and you’re just too busy to write me back. I am still waiting on a letter. Anyways,I bet you know what day it is today. I can’t believe you are 19 already. WOW,FUCKING WOW. I have known you since you were 14. You are growing into such a beautiful woman. When I get home, I promise you the life you dreamt of. I can’t wait. I love you so much.

Happy Birthday,

Joe Jonas.

I dropped the letter on my bed and  took the box downstairs,”WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!?” I showed my parents the box, “Demi,watch your language.” my dad glared.  “WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS FUCKING BOX?!” I dropped the box. “We can explain…” my mom swallowed.

“I need a pretty good fucking explanation. YOU HID JOE’S LETTERS FROM ME.” I was angry,but tears were coming out of my eyes, “We wanted you to move on….it wasn’t healthy for you to be attached to a guy you might of never seen again. Calm down,honey.” my mom walked over to me. “Stay away…”

“THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT...YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE DOING SOMETHING GOOD TO ME,BUT YOU MADE IT WORST. YOU MADE ME THINK HE WAS DEAD. THAT’S WHAT MADE ME GET OUT OF CONTROL. YOU DON’T KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO THINK YOUR LOVE OF YOUR LIFE IS DEAD AND YOUR PARENTS EXPECT YOU TO MOVE ON!?”

“Demi,we’re sorry..”

“I can’t even look at you both..Sorry isn’t going to be enough..” I picked up the box, “I’m going to my secret spot to read these letters,bye.” I left and got in the car and drove off.