Everything Has Changed ●Jemi●

Wedding.

I was in a room at the church already in my dress,I had my hair done,I was just getting my makeup done, “You nervous,Mrs.Styles?” Sara smiled at me,  “Not at all...I’m ready.” I smiled big, “So happy for you!” My best friend hugged me.

“Demi..” Nick walked in, “Oh hello,Nick..” I turned around, “Is he here?...” I looked around, he shook his head, “No...I’m sorry..but he didn’t want to come,but he wanted me to give you this letter.” he handed me an envelope. “Thanks.”

“I’ll see down the aisle.” Nick winked and walked out. “Excuse me for a minute..” I got up and headed to the bathroom, I sat on top of the sink counter and opened up the envelope.

“Dear my dearest Demi,

As you know from Nick giving you this letter that I’m not at the wedding. I love you,I want you to be happy. I just can’t be happy to watch you walk down the aisle and make that commitment to another guy when I want that to me. As selfish as it sounds, I can’t be happy for you. I love you and maybe you’re right,maybe he’s a better father than I am,BUT I can assure you when you want to settle down and make a family,he’ll be too busy with his career to. God,Demi, I love you and I bet you look absolutely beautiful. I can picture you right now,but I’m trying not to,because once I do,I know you’re not marrying me. I’m just going to get out of your life for good. Strong enough to leave you,just because I love you….

Love (or Sincerely),
Joe Jonas.

Ps. I’m glad you were my first true love. I wouldn’t want anyone else to love or anyone else’s name to be permanently on my body.”

“Demi,it’s time.” Eddie knocked on my door, I took a deep breath, I hopped off the counter and fixed my dress, I walked out, “Okay.” I grabbed my bouquet and linked my arms with my dad. We started walking to the aisle.

5 years ago;

“Demi, I need to talk to you.” Joe looked at me,nervously, I giggled, “You’re nervous. What’s wrong? What did Nick do?”

He chuckled, “Nothing...Come here,” Joe took my hand and took me out of school, “Demi, we’ve been best friends since 4th grade...and I have always admire you..and recently...my feelings grew for you...What I’m trying to say is...Demi,I like you..alot..you got me going crazy...Will you give this 17 year old boy a chance and go on a date with me?”

I laughed, “Yes, I will,dork.” I hugged him.

A year ago;

“Demetria Devonne Lovato,marry me? I want to be the father to Paisley and to our kids.” Harry proposed to me,I think. I smiled big, “Yes! I do!” he slipped the ring on my finger.

Suddenly I zoned back in and Eddie had already gave me up, “You okay?” Harry mouthed to me,smiling. “Yeah.”

“Before we continue,does anyone reject this marriage of Demetria Devonne Lovato and Harry Edward Styles?” the preacher asked, silence. “Alright then.”

“As Demi and Harry take their vows today, we are privileged to witness the joyous love of a new family -- a family that will be nourished and nurtured through the devotion of two separate individuals growing together through the common bonds of love.  

May their marriage bring them the peace, joy, comfort and contentment that is known in the hearts of all God's children. And may Harry and Demi both look forward to each new season of their marriage --- just as the world looks forward to each new season of the year. For all seasons bring with them their own special moments and memories.  

An essential requirement of a good marriage is a strong bond of real friendship and trust. Demi and Harry, your love for each other will grow deeper with every passing day, but it's important to remember that your love stands on a foundation of genuine, mutual affection and respect for each other. To truly LOVE another person is to be willing to accept both their strong points, and their weak points, with equal measures of understanding and respect.

The vows you are about to exchange, will serve as a verbal representation of the non-verbal emotions that are as real as anything that can be seen, heard or touched.

For it is not the words that you will speak today that will bond you together as one --- but the strength of the love and commitment found deep within your souls. Let us pray.”

We all bowed our heads and prayed, my head was spinning.

“At this time, I’ll ask you, Harry, and you,Demi, to face each other & take each other’s hands.  Harry, will you take Demi to be your wife, your partner in life and your one true love? Will you cherish her friendship and love her today, tomorrow and forever? Will you trust and honor her, laugh with her and cry with her? Will you be faithful through good times and bad, in sickness and in health as long as you both shall live? “

Harry looked at me and smiled, “I do.”

“Demi, will you take Harry to be your husband, your partner in life and your one true love? Will you cherish his friendship and love him today, tomorrow and forever? Will you trust and honor him, laugh with him and cry with him? Will you be faithful through good times and bad, in sickness and in health as long as you both shall live?”

I bit my lip,not knowing what to do, “I….don’t...I’m sorry Harry...you’re a great guy...but I haven’t been the faithful person...and if I say ‘I do’ it wouldn’t solve anything…” I dropped his hands.

“I’m in love with someone else..it took me a while to understand it...but I’m carrying his baby..I’m sorry Harry… You deserve someone to love you no matter what. You’ve been so great to me...I hope you the best. I’m sorry.” I pecked his cheek, “I’m sorry everybody.” I walked up the aisle,but stopped at Nick, “Where is h--”

“Baseball field at our high school.” Nick winked, “Thank you.” I picked up my dress and ran out.

“Demi,wait.” Nick chased after me, “Here’s the keys to my car.” he smiled, “Thanks!” I got them and got in Nick’s car and drove off to my old high school.

I pulled up and parked my car and picked up my dress and started running to the baseball field. I stopped when I saw him on the baseball field, “Yes..” I headed down the steps and walked into the field, “Joe!” Making him jump, “Demi,what the fuck are you doing here?!” he looked at me, “Don’t you have a wedding to attend to?”

“I would,but I didn’t say I do.” I smiled, he dropped the bat, “Demi….”

“I told him that I didn’t love him and it wasn’t fair for him because I’m in love with someone else.” I gave him a smiled, “Demi,you’re crazy!” he ran to me,  I wrapped my arms around his neck, “I’m in love with you,Joseph. Always have,always will. You were my first everything and I want you to be my last.” I looked at his lips as they formed a smile.

“And….” my eyes moved up to his eyes, “I’m pregnant with your baby.” I watched him get even more happier, “Is it really my baby?” I nodded, “I did the math,you were the only one I slept with in that week,it’s yours.”

He put his arms  around me, lifting me up a little, “Well, I got some good news for you, I’m going to be there throughout the pregnancy because….I got offered to be the baseball coach here at this school...and I said yes.”

I smiled really big, “Yes!!!” I kissed him passionately, “We’re going to have a family,baby.” Joe pulled away,smiling at me, “You,Paisley,the baby,and me.” I kissed his lips, he pulled me close.

The field sprinklers came on, I pulled away a little,laughing, “I love you,Joe.” I stared at him as we were getting soaking wet. “I love you too,Demi.” he was just about to kiss me.

“Daddy!!” Paisley ran to us, I looked over and here came Selena and Nick, I smiled at Joe then at Paisley, Joe let go of me and picked up Paisley, “Hey Paise.” he kissed her cheek. “Let’s dance in the sprinklers.” Joe put her down and took our hands  and we spun around in the sprinklers.

I love him so much.

You honestly think I could make her marry Harry and end Jemi? smh.