"What's up guys it's Colby Brock and welcome back to my channel" he tell the camera "I know you missed me but it's ok, I'm here" he says finishing his intro. "Now this video is gonna be a bit...different from my other videos" he says softly. "So in this weeks video...I'm going to be talking a bit about what's been going on in my life" he continues. "Now before I start I'd like to say that I am so so grateful for where I am today right now and for all the relationships I've made" he says. "And speaking of that I'd like to acknowledge two amazing people who are behind the camera and without them my life would be very very different" he says. "In case you guys don't know who I'm talking about, I'm talking about my amazing girlfriend y/n and best friend Sam" he tells the camera and you and Sam poke your head in the frame, "hello" you laugh. "Wassup" Sam says before you both go back behind the camera. "Yes, them" he laughs "they are literally the only reason I am still here" he says softly. "And I'll be explaining why in this video" he says taking a breath.
"Ok" he pursed. "Into the video" he says softly. "So...to start off you guys have probably noticed that...I've been a little down lately" he says slowly. "A lot" he continued. "And honestly it's mainly due to stress but I've also recently been getting a lot of hate and I'm dealing with trust issues as well so that doesn't help me" he says.
"So as you guys know, I don't usually get effected...by hate at all" he says "but maybe it's just because I've been stressed and I'm starting to struggle a bit with depression again...sorta" he says softly. "So anyways one tweet, really stood out to me for some reason and it got to me" he says blinking back tears. "And...oh lord I don't want to cry on camera" he says looking up at the roof and rubbing his eyes.
He looked back at the camera "it said... I used to stan Colby Brock hard back on vine and into 2k15" he started. "but now he's changed, hes not the same boy from Kansas anymore" he read on. "he's to LA now and always seems moody" he continued. "I don't stan the new 2k18 Colby Brock at all" he kept reading. "I don't like watching anymore because of how much...he's changed" he says voice cracking. "I don't think I'll ever love him the same as I use to" he finished blinking back tears. you felt tears form in your eyes seeing him like this and hearing what his fans think about him. "and you know what really affected me about this" he asked sniffing. "is how many of you agreed with this person" he said a tear rolling down his cheek.
"and that" he said voice cracking "really hurt" he sniffed. "I don't want you guys to think that I've changed" he said tears rolling down his cheeks. "I don't know who I am anymore" he cried. he looked at you before putting his head in his knees and cried. you looked at Sam and he nodded his head to Colby. you nodded and went over to him. you sat down next to him and hugged him, he hugged you back tight and cried on your shoulder. "shh babe its ok" you whisper to him whilst rubbing his back. "don't let it affect you" you tell him as he continued crying. "Colby, just because one person said that and a few people agreed doesn't mean that everyone thinks that" Sam tells him as he sits next to him. "do you want us to turn the camera off so you can have a break and calm down a bit or are you good to go" you ask him softly. "nah I'll keep filming" he tells you looking up and rubbing his eyes. "you sure" Sam asks, Colby nodded and wiped his eyes. "here" you sat picking up Leo and putting him on Colby's lap. he gave you a half smile and hugged Leo tightly. you and Sam went back behind the camera and Colby continued his video.
we gonna skip till when he finishes the vid b/c I'm a lazy piece of shit.
"I love you guys so much and I'll see you next week" Colby say softly "peace" he finishes and turns off the camera. he looked down and started crying. you and Sam both go up to him and comfort him. "its ok babe" you say rubbing his back. "we're here" Sam tells him putting a reassuring hand on his shoulder. Colby nodded "thank you guys" he whispers in tears as you both hug him as he cries.
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hope y'all enjoyed that chapter i'm gonna try update once every 2 weeks b/c off school so yeh enjoy.
xx
Sara
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Sad boy//Colby Brock fanfic
FanfictionYou and Colby have been dating for around a year now but something was different about Colby, he wasn't as happy as he used to be, he had changed, he was a sad boy... ⚠️~trigger warning~ ⚠️
