Problem Child

Chapter 8: I Dont Know AnyMore

"Jacqeus ..... Jacques......"i heard aloudly in my mother's sweet voice.

"Mommy ?!, is that you ? " i replied.

the voice of my mom suddenly started to fade.

"jacques......?"

"no mom please dont leave me, i will be all alone."

"i love you my baby boy" was the last i heard of my mother

Suddenly !

i woke up in a hospital bed wearing hospital patient's clothing with cords attached to me. i looked around and notice the room was empty. Nobody was there but me.

"where is everyone?" i thought

i started to cry heavily. i had realized that i really am alone now.

"Why would GOD put Me , out of all people,me , through this?"

"Is there really a god? , or is everything A Lie?" i asked to myself.

"I Have nothing left to live for."

i had lost everything , i had even lost my self. i had the feeling of emptiness yet again,but this time was different. The feeling felt as if it would never leave.

i stopped crying and wiped my face roughly.

then, the door opened.

i had notice an absolutely beautiful nurse come into my room. she had reminded me alot of my mother.her smell,her face, the feeling of positive vibes,and the sense of being loved.

she ran to my bed with joy after entering the room.

the feeling of emptiness left my body finally. i had felt as if i was needed and wanted.