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Bed Rest is Boring

It's been busy ever since Yuri announced of Yoona's transfer over to China. Many documents and projects were in dire need of a new project manager, most of their inventories will have to be done again. But this is the least of Seohyun's problem. Her major problem is Im Yoona. The woman , no. Ex-girlfriend of hers who is sharing an office with her. Yoona will only answer to her if it is work related , other than that , the older girl will just kept her silence or walk away.

She had had enough. She locked the door and strode in front of Yoona prompting the latter to look at her. "We really need to talk." Seohyun said softly. Yoona sighed. She has been dreading this.

"Is it necessary for you to be transferred to China?"

A nod from Yoona

"Did you do it to run away from me , or did you do it to further your career?"

"Both" Yoona replied quietly

"What about me? What about us? Our relationship?" Seohyun asked trying hard not to choke on her own tears that are forming

Yoona couldn't reply , she just shrugged her shoulders and try to get on with her work. But Seohyun stopped her. She turned the chair around so that they are facing each other.

"Tell me , are you planning on fixing us?"

Quiet.

"Did you gave up on us already?"

Quiet.

"Did you ever plan to get back with me?"

Quiet.

"Did the unnies tell you about my meet up with Jung Yonghwa?"

A nod.

"What do you think?"

"He won't ever give up on you." Yoona said and looked straight into Seohyun's eyes. It was the first time since their break up that Yoona ever looked into her eyes.

"He doesn't stand a chance."

"Yet that didn't stop you from having sex with him."

"So you decide to run away?" Seohyun retaliated to Yoona's statement.

"What am I supposed to do? It still hurts , like a motherfucker!" Yoona whispered the last word harshly. Seohyun closed her eyes for a second , letting the sting of the word slowly eased off.

"Then what about me?"

"Is everything about you Seo Ju Hyun?"

"Our relationship."

"Nothing is left to salvage."

Both of them were quiet. Both in their own thoughts and in their own world. Both thinking of the future of their relationship. No one knows how long the silence went. But it was Yoona who broke it first.

"Look. I don't have a single fucking clue about this right now. My heart still hurts. A lot. Everytime I look at you , my heart clenched so painfully I thought I had a heart attack. Every night I thought of you and what you did , I could not sleep peacefully. I had nightmares of that morning replaying again and again and again. When I look at you , I kept questioning myself , did I did something wrong that pushed you to him? If I am much more successful in my career maybe? If I pick up a new instrument maybe? I don't know anything at this point. It's too much. For the both of us , and you know that. There is too much between us making it hard to break up , yet there is too little between us to move forward. We both needed this distance." Yoona explained slowly to the stubborn girl.