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Seohyun and Yoona have been spending their spare time decorating for Han Byul's incubator. Yoona made a little name banner with her daughter's name, both in English and in Korean. While Seohyun cut out little stars and a picture of her and Yoona to be stick on the incubator. Her stitches were not hurting that much anymore , and Dr Han said she is allowed to walk a little. She finally can see her daughter. Yoona was excited for her family , finally they can be together. "Are you ready?"

Seohyun nod her head and slowly got down from the bed , she picked up the stickers , "Let's go see Han Byul." Yoona smiled happily and hold out her hand for her wife , instead of taking the stairs like she has been doing for the past few days , they took the elevator. When the elevator door opens , Yoona stepped out slowly with her wife, because of her frequent visits and friendly demeanour she has been on first name basis with everyone on the NICU team. "Anyeong Kyuyeon-ssi, this is my beautiful wife. My little big star's umma."

"Oh,,,anyeonghaseyo. I am Kyuyeon, you can call me anything you want."

"Anyeonghaseyo, I am Seo Ju Hyun, you can call me Seohyun." She said quietly , the head nurse was astounded , Yoona was loud and friendly and cheerful while her wife is soft and quiet. She chuckled to herself, "Don't be shy, you will spend a lot of time here till little Han Byul is discharged. Better get used to us."

Seohyun said a meek yes and slowly inched behind her wife , Yoona laughed and kissed her hand. "Arasso. We will go see Han Byul." She dragged her wife along and introduced her to the team and helping her with her dressing gowns and gloves. "See...she's still sleeping. Han Byul-ah...umma is here." She whispered to her daughter. Seohyun stared at her sleeping angel , tears were flowing down. It's the first time she met her daughter, she longed to hold her daughter and give her a kiss and a hug, but she can't , she longed to breastfeed her daughter and feel that magical bond between her child and her. Yoona squeezed her hand a little, "Don't cry. She's here. She can feel all our emotions."

Seohyun wiped away her tears and smiled a little at Yoona , "I know..but I just...I want to hold her so much." Yoona nod her head , she opened up the small opening and put her wife's hand inside , "Touch her. She's small and fragile yet she feels all our emotions and touches." Seohyun was hesitant at first, she don't want to hurt her daughter. Han Byul looked so small and fragile under all those wires and tubes. Yoona sensed her wife's apprehension, she took Seohyun's hand in hers and stroked their daughter's little leg. "Han Byul, irreona. Umma is here to see you." She then moved their hand to stroke Han Byuls's little head, Seohyun held her breath the whole time. "Touch her... it's okay. You won't hurt her."

"H..Han Byul-ah... umma's little angel. Mianhe... umma didn't protect you well." Seohyun felt her tears coming out again. Yoona hugged her wife tight , "Shh...you did all you can. And she is doing well now, we should be happy for that. She is growing strong every day." Seohyun took a deep breath and steadied herself, "Han Byul-ah... uri Han Byul, please grow up strong and healthy. Umma and mama wants to bring you to so many places and try lots and lots of things."

"Umma wants to kiss you so badly..." She whispered, Yoona who heard it kissed her wife's cheeks surprising Seohyun. "What are you doing?"

"You said you want to kiss her , but you can't so I kiss you first. Is it like kissing her?" Yoona asked cheekily , a smile spread across her wife's beautiful face, she couldn't help but held Seohyun's face in her hands , "I love you. We can go through this. Whatever happens, we will go through this as a family. Okay?" Seohyun nod her head , "Han Byul and I are so lucky to have you. What are we suppose to do without you?" Yoona held her wife close to her and both stared at their daughter, surprisingly when they turn their heads Han Byul opened up her eyes. "Omona...neomu ippeoda. Han Byul-ah, your eyes are so pretty." Yoona cooed softly and snapped a few pictures with her phone. "My baby girl is so beautiful.. your eyes are so big and glossy." Seohyun too kept staring at her daughter , in her opinion Han Byul has her wife's eyes, all big, glossy and deer like. "Can you see us baby girl?" Seohyun asked, little Han Byul has her eyes trained on her mothers, two little black orbs staring intently at them. Seohyun's hand reached out and stroked her daughter's hand , "You are so precious baby.."