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Twinning

Jessica looked at her body in the mirror , her abdomen sagged and her skin was wrinkled. She sighed , another sign of motherhood. She touched the saggy skin , tears flowing down. "I'm so ugly now." She said and touched the scar she got from giving birth to the twins. The stitches has been taken off a week after birth. But it's still so ugly to look at.

She sighed and put on her clothes and got ready to go out for the twins second week checkup. She put on her make up and walked out to see Yuri and Hailey squabbling.

"What's wrong?" She asked

Yuri looked up at her wife and with exasperatedly , "She wants to wear this jumpsuit. It might be cold tonight." Jessica took a look at the short denim jumpsuit and understood why Yuri threw a fuss. She crouched down to Hailey's level and almost laughed at her face , she looks so adorable with her yellow T-shirt and a pout on her face. She looked at Jessica using her side eyes and her two hands were crossed in front of her. Somehow this image reminds Jessica of someone but she just can't recall who.

"If you wear this , you might get cold tonight because we will be going out for a walk with babies."

"It won't get cold." Hailey defended herself

"Yeah, but what if baby..."

"Then umma will hold me" Jessica laughed at her daughter's answer , she totally went out of topic.

"Arasso, you can wear this but pick another outfit , something longer so if you're cold umma and mummy will change you into something warm. Okay?" Hailey nod her head compromising with her mothers.

"Go to umma and put on your outfit." Jessica commanded and Ji Ji walked towards Yuri.

"Umma..." But Yuri just hand over the jumpsuit to her daughter and walk away. Hailey has been extra clingy and demanding after the twins are born.

"Ummaaaa..." Ji Ji whined , her voice broke. Jessica ran towards Yuri , "What are you doing ? She's almost crying."

"She's not listening well these days Sica"

"Because we don't have time for her. The twins took most of our time and the incident with Seohyun scared all of us. And don't forget , she's growing up. She is developing her own voice and thoughts. She's voicing out her opinion . And you are the one who taught me that she should learn from the choices she took. What's happening to you ?" Jessica nagged at Yuri.

"I'll dress her up. You stay here and think of what you've done." Jessica said to her wife harshly and walked out to Hailey

"Baby, come here. Mummy will wear it for you." Ji Ji walked to her slowly with the jumpsuit in her hand. Her little lips quivering.

"Gwenchana... umma is not mad at Ji Ji." Jessica appeased her daughter

"But I'm mad at umma" Hailey said softly. Jessica let out a breath and nod her head.
"Arasso, let's wear your clothes and then we go out okay."

She helped her daughter with her clothes and that little girl now looked like she wore minions outfit , but she looks so adorable and cute. Jessica still can't fathom why this outfit on her daughter just reminds her of someone so much.

"Mummy my hat " Hailey said

"This one?" Jessica took out a straw hat. Hailey shook her head.

"This one?" Hailey shook her head at the beanie. Finally Jessica took out a SnapBack and Ji Ji nod her head. She passed the SnapBack to her daughter and watched as the little girl walk towards the mirror and put her little cap on. She purposely put it on sideways.