When the sun goes down.

THREE

A/N - The video to this song is so sad ^  Also i have cramps like a mother fucker so :p

i press the juul against my chest and take in deep breaths. when the hell did he start smoking?My heart is racing so fast and i'm so fucking scared.  

"Hey sis, how have you been?" i hear his deep beautiful voice say.  i close my eyes and squeeze them shut. 

"I've been good, why are you here? i didnt know you were coming home." aw shit. now that he just saw me smoking he's definitely going to put two and two together. 

"i Called you last night and told you i would be driving here in the morning. im staying the summer remember?" I take in a deep breath. no way. i can not spend the summer with ethan. i can't even spend 20 minutes with him without acting all shy and weird.  Ethan and i should be friends speaking how close his sister and i are, but we aren't. if anything he's made my life hell. 

4th grade - he called me names.

5th grade - he would shove me and call me names. 

6th grade - everytime i would try and talk to someone other then emily and him he would call me names like stupid and make fun of my weight. 

7th grade - i had my first date, the next day at school he and ethan made fun of me and laughed at me.

8th grade - he cut my hair into a fucked up pixi over the summer and i cried and cried. everyone would call me lesbian for emily. Emily didn't care because she knew it wasn't true but it still made me upset. 

9th grade - he took my first kiss from me and told everyone that i had an std. 

10th grade - he ignored me unless i was over their house. and then he would rub on my leg and call me thing like beautiful. making me confused as if he really thought that. i also wasn't aloud to talk to any guys and he became super strict to things i could and couldn't do. He acted as if he was my dad. i could not even have a conversation with  this boy. he was to much for me. 

"Oh shit i totally forgot! ash and i were up late so when you called we were super tired." Emily rambles on.

"Is ashley still sleeping? you should wake her up its not healthy for her to be sleeping in this late." 

NO don't wake me up! i'm to high for this! 

"Oh yeah sure." i take another hit of the juul but i make sure the the vape doesn't come out of my mouth.  I can hear emily's footsteps as she makes her way over to me. i slowly put the juul under the pillow. 

"Ashley? it's time to get up." Emily says shaking my shoulder. i pretend to yawn as i rub my eyes. i sit on the bed as i rush my sweaty hand through my hair. i look at ethan and he has grown so much in this past year. his green eyes with his black hair and tan skin. his defined abs showed off by the tight black shirt he's wearing. his ripped jeans that show off his muscled thighs. i almost purr he's not a boy anymore.

"hey Ashley" he says in a deep charming voice.

he's a goddamn man!