-Yo name Ashley just real quick, you'll find out latter-
Ashley //
I sat there feeling mixed emotions as I listened to his song pour threw my speakers, as I re-read all our text messages and listen to most of his voicemails .
Yeah I got a brand-new Benz, crazy right?
Brand-new Benz got less miles on it then I do friends
Member when we was in Lay and Page's crib so long couldn't even pay rent
Remember when we couldn't get shit?
Best thing bout being broke is you don't spend shit
Remember that one Christmas? We had a wish list...
Couldn't afford nun but we'd still get shit...
Ironically those was the times I felt the richest
All the times we spent by the pool girl, to broke to even take you to the zoo girl
Didn't care cause I had you girl
Then I got big we went to London and Paris...times I still cherish
When you saw the Eiffel Tower threw up girl you was so embarrassed
See those the times I can't let go
I can't let go, I had to see you single in the club
Looking for kisses and hugs, sippin on XO till I snatched you up like let's..
Me: *lightly chuckles*
[Text Messages]
May 5, 2014
Wya? -Seanyyy♥ 3:15㏘
Not wit u obviously -Ashhh♡ 4:09㏘
Who u wit? -Seanyyy♥ 4:09㏘
Don't worry bout it -Ashhh♡ 4:10㏘
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I laughed ready those that's the night I was with Chris for his birthday the same night I left Sean because I believed what Chris was saying, how he said Sean was bad... How I really never wanted to go but I felt had to...
Can't nobody do it like you do me
Like yuh do me...
Mabad for those long long nights long nights when I left you in the sheets
Sorry for when you cried yourself to sleep, tryna count on me and I made you count sheep
When you put faith in me I was unfaithful, descraseful, distasteful
Yeah I know you not posta have yo cake and eat it to but, it's crazy how these hoes always kept ma plate full
What about the emails you hacked in
Know we hate to live in the past tense but, it's been weird since you left did a album and ain't came back since...
Now we still the best in the city..
Girl you rep for the city, and you got body
Mmm so sex in the city
I turned off my beats pill off and got my phone off the charger. *dialing #* The phone rung for bout a couple of minutes and he finally answered it.
Him: *1/2 sleep* Uh Hello?
Me: *nervous* Hey Sean, it's me Ashley...
Him:.....Ashley?
Me: Yea, I just heard your song 'Ashley' I appreciate it...
Him: *laughs* Well a beautiful girl, needs a beautiful song...
Me: You're so corny...*laughs*
Him: It's the shit you do to me...
*2hours Latter*
Me: Sean....
Sean:Hmm...
Me: You're falling asleep, it's 12㏂, I'll call you tomorrow morning
Sean: No I wanna stay on the phone
Me: *laughing* Ok
Sean:........... *snoring*
Me: *laughs* Goodnight Seany, love you...*hangs up*
When I hung up I couldn't keep a smile off my face. I haven't been this happy in idk how long. Maybe the last time I was with him. He just makes reasons for me to smile. Knowing he's happy makes me happy... Knowing someone loves me like I love them...
I was bouta lay down but I got a text from Seanyy ♚♡♬
Goodnight Ashley, can't nobody do me like you; make me feel like you do...Love you forever and always. Fuq any obstacle. Just know I'm always here n I always got you- Hubbyyy♚♡♬
Goodnite Seany, and I love you to no matter what happens or what they say I love you my love hasn't nor never will stop, remember that♡-Wifeyyy☜♛♥
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I Honestly Feel If I'm Rockin With Somebody There's No Side Hoes Or No Side Niggas. If I'm Giving You My All And Everything, I Expect The Same. If I'm Always There For You, Then You Gone Always Be There For Me. You Don't Get Many Relationships Like That Now At Days. Now People Only Give 50&100 All I Want Is 100&100...-Big Sean
