Chances.

Chapter Nineteen.

Jackie POV 

I woke up the next morning to Shawn kissing my face over and over. I giggled and pushed his chin back with the back of my hand before I spun around. "Good morning Sunshine." He smirked at me. "Is my baby gonna be good today?" I bit my lip for a second "Considering I probably won't even be getting out of bed without a limp, I assume so." He winked and chuckled a little. "Your fault." I rolled my eyes and stepped out of bed anyways. Yhep. Pain. I was hungry as hell though, so I guess I'll have to deal with it. Shawn came up in front of me in sweats. "Piggy back ride?" He leaned over and I hopped on. This still hurt though. In no way would this be comfortable, ever. We got downstairs and everyone was already down there, except Nash. Which made sense since he was a complete douche. Shawn set me down as close to my seat as he could and I took a step and sat down. He sat down next to me and started grabbing around my knee. I giggled and slapped his arm away. "So, Daddy, you and baby were pretty loud again last night." Taylor broke the silence. Everyone laughed and then he snapped his head to his right. "Aye, Jacob and Megan, you have no room to laugh." Now all 4 of us were blushing and I was staring at Megan in confusion and she just nodded her head. AWE HER AND JACOB! Wait. Her and Jacob? Jacob!? What happened to Matt? Is he completely out of the picture now? I looked over as he pushed himself away from the table and walked away. "Can we ever have a drama free breakfast?" Cam spit out and followed his buddy. Everyone ate silently after that, just passing glances back and forth. When Shawn finished he waited for me. When I was finally done he leaned over and I hopped back on his back, wincing at the pain. He took me to the lounge in the basement and set me down on the couch. He grabbed the remote and cuddled up next to me. "We'll have a chill day." He kissed me and I smiled. I loved Shawn. I loved him in more ways than 1. I mean he had that really sexy side, that I dug out yesterday. He had his stage side, which is adorable and child like. He had a singing side, where he got so into it that his eyes glazed over and the rest of the world was drowned out. His friend side, where he played around and cracked jokes and drank. Finally, he had the cuddly side. That was my favorite. He would cuddle with me, we'd watch movies, kiss a little. We didn't have to worry about anything, except each other. I returned to what was going on and noticed I had been staring at Shawn for like 2 minutes now, and he caught me. I blinked and giggled. "Whatcha thinking about?" He cocked his head to the right in confusion. I nuzzled my face into his chest "you". We watched 4 movies and cuddled. This was my definition of perfect. I saw Jack G run past us and into the guest bedroom with a girl, she was giggling. They didn't even notice us. I looked at Shawn and smirked. If you haven't noticed, I'm a huge sneak. I peeked through the cracked door and saw them both undressed. "How much longer are we going to keep sneaking around like this?" The girl asked Jack. "Not too much longer, Hanna. I think today might be right." "It's been 3 months Jack!" "I know baby girl." He said kissing her and then I shut the door and turned around. Shawn stared. "They've been together for 3 months, her name is Hanna, and he's going to come out about her sometime soon, maybe today." "You got all that from a 30 second peek?" "I told you, I'm good." I flipped my hair back. "I know you are." He said winking and grabbing my hips before we made out against the wall. We always found ourselves in the most awkward places when this type of shit went down. A park, a live event, the basement outside of a room where a secret hookup was happening. I liked it though. It was spontaneous. I was still sore though, so when Shawn started feeling up my shirt I broke away "I still hurt baby." I said, popping out my bottom lip. "Oh my gosh I'm sorry." He said looking down. I lifted his chin back up with my finger. "No, I was a bad girl. Daddy had to punish me." He smirked and grabbed my hand, leading me back over the the couch.

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Shawn POV 

We finished 3 more movies and it was midnight. "Let's go swimming." Jackie looked up to me as the credits to Monsters Inc. rolled on. I nodded my head and we walked to the closet. I waited outside of the swimsuit section when I was done. She came out and may I say.. "Holy fuck." Whoops, I didn't mean to say that out loud. She blushed a little, I just stared.

Jackie POV 

I didn't know what to wear. Something sexy. Then it clicked. I threw on a blacka nd pink bombshell pushup top and the matching bottoms. I walked out to Shawn and his mouth fell. "Holy fuck." I blushed a little and the recollected myself, grabbing his hand and leading him to the pool. I literally felt his stare on my ass as we walked, but that was fine. I turned around and winked at him before I dove straight into the pool. He jumped right in after me and I winked at him, swimming away. He followed me and we were now in the shallow end. "You can't do that!" He said. "You can't do that!" I said, motioning to his hand palming his trunks. He blushed and stopped. I smirked. "I'm right here." I said. Gears turned in his head. I took off my top. And he didn't even notice. Good. I hugged him and after a minute it clicked, he stared down and whimpered. I gripped his hair and  pulled his face to mine. I moved his hand and replaced it with mine, a soft moan slipped from his mouth as his head rolled back. I bit his lip gently, and then his trunks came off, followed by my bottoms. I wasn't too sore anymore. Even if I was, I didn't feel it anymore. Shawn gets you so caught up in the moment. There's so much moaning and screaming when you combine us. I'm not sure why, but it was thanks to him. He was definitely better than Nash after he got used to the whole thing. He was great. I'm actually proud to say I lost my virginity to Shawn. I'm actually proud to say I fuck him on the almost daily. He made me forget about everything. I loved him so much.

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I sat on the side of the pool and looked at Shawn. He was perfect. "Jackie.. I have a question."