Sex addicts

6: I like you

Meg's POV

I need to tell him but I'm so scared. I don't want anything to change. Do I need to tell him? No, I need to. Shit, Im such an idiot. This whole shit was my idea and now I'm in love with him. I don't know how I fell so hard and fast but I did and I obviously don't regret feeling the way I do but I'm just scared. After my parents died it was easier to cut people off or never let them in at all. I'm not used to this.

"Luke" I was ready. We were sitting on the couch and I was cuddled up to his chest.

"Yeah babe?" I am literally shitting myself telling him this but I suppose I have nothing really to lose.

I sat up to face him so we could speak properly. "I know I was the one who said to you about the no feelings shit but, Ive already fell for you. I like you a lot and I know I shouldn't but I do and I cant help it. You're better than just a good fuck."

I said and I didn't know whether I regretted saying it or not. He was sat wide eyed for a minute like he was shocked and taken back at what I had just said.

"I know exactly how you feel. I've liked you since we first had sex but I didn't want to ruin it. I like you too meg - a lot, and maybe we shouldnt be friends with benefits?" I think my heart just shat.

"What? Why not?" I was kinda dissapointed.

"Because if we both like eachother we shouldnt label it. We should just shag when we want to" I kind of agreed with his statement.

"Yeah. Ok babe" I said

He smirked and looked at me side eyed "did you just call me babe?"

"For fucks sake, don't get used to it."

And we just sat there, cuddled up watching geordie shore and every now and then Luke would kiss my forehead.