Sex addicts

10: mine

Megs POV

By this time me and Luke were curled up on the sofa together watching Geordie shore, like we always do. I had my grey converse joggers on and a tight white crop top.

"Meg?" He said with a crack in his voice.

"yeh babe" I was so scared what he was going to say, I was more than that, I was terrified.

"Why didnt you tell me?" tears brimming at his eyes, looking down at my right arm resting upwards on my lap.

"Tell you what?" I nearly started crying. I cant do this now. I cant explain anything. "I cant do this" I said walking up stairs. I stripped off and curled up in bed, crying myself to sleep slowly. I can't talk about this shit. Not with anyone let alone Luke. This stuff is private, but it's even worse when someone points it and makes you explain why you do it and how you do it.

Lukes POV

I felt so shit. I feel awful I brought it up the way I did but I was in shock when I saw those lines across her arms. She didnt tell me, I cant really say nothing though, I havent told her a lot about me but how could she have felt that low in her life to cut her skin and not tell me? I love her so much and I dont ever want her to feel like that again.

Megs POV

I woke up to tapping on my shoulder. Luke had came in with a tray of food. All my favourite. God I love him. Either though I was still naked, I didnt really care.

"How long was I asleep?" I was confused.

"babe its eight in the morning" he said chuckling.

"oh my god Ive been asleep for eight hours?" I said laughing.
"You know, we need to talk about yesterday at some point" he said looking down. "I totally underdstand, and at one point we will. I just cant do it now." I said and he smiled and nodded his head. I'm glad he wasn't pushing me to talk about it. I know he just wants to be there for me but once you're sucked into an addiction, it feels like there's no way out.