Sex addicts

13: Sorry

Luke POV

I've woke up in Meg's car outside a house, and she's not in the car. My head is fucking pounding and I can't tell whether I'm hungover or still drunk. I know she's going to be angry at me and I really can't be bothered for an argument, I don't want to argue. I just want to say sorry to her, what I did was shit and unforgivable. I don't really know how to get her to forgive me. What a way to meet her twin for the first time.

I took two paracetamols and drank the water Meg left in the car for me. I'm mentally trying to psych myself up to get out the car and go into the house but I'm not prepared for what's inside the house. Come on man, you can do it.

I get out, walk up to the big house and press the doorbell. A very happy meg comes to the door.

"Hi Luke!" She shouts and drags me into a tight hug.

"Um someone's happy? Have you forgiven me?" Asking confused.

"Oh- Oh my god! You thought I was Meg, I'm so sorry haha! I'm Em. I've heard so much about you!"

"Oh fuck. That is crazy. You two really look identical. Like really. I'm sorry." I know right now I look like a weirdo completely freaking her out by staring at her face.

I went in and Meg was on the couch playing Mortal Kombat with Ash. When I appeared she had a slight smile on her face but also accompanied her was sad eyes. I wish I could get her for two minutes by herself to say how sorry I am. For reading her diary and for getting completely wasted at 4pm. This is our first argument and when she stormed out I just thought about her leaving me. She's the best thing to ever happen to me and if I didn't have her anymore I don't know what I would do. So my mind ran straight to booze.

"Hi Ash, nice to see you man. What you been up to?" I said whilst giving him a hug. All I want to do right now is grab Meg and beg her to forgive me but I don't want to be rude to other people.

"Yo bro. I've been good man, just chilling".

I feel like I looked at his mouth moving but couldn't hear what was coming out because I was so focused on Meg. I sat down on the couch between the both of them.

"Hi babe. Can we talk in a different room quickly please?" I made sure to give her the puppy dog eyes so she couldn't resist me. She can never resist my sad face. She quickly looked at me, looked away then back at me.

"I'll talk to you if you promise to stop looking at me like that" she said sternly.

"Deal". I grasped her hand and led her to a different room in the house and locked the door behind us. "Okay, first of all I just want to say I'm so sorry. The diary fell off the shelf and it was opened on the floor after it fell, I saw my name and I started reading. I know I shouldn't but it was just my stupid curiosity, I know it was wrong and I've over stepped a line into your privacy and I'm so so sorry. Secondly, I only got drunk because we never argue and I panicked. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me, legitimately. I'm so in love with you now I don't know how I'd be if I lost you. I was sad and the first thing I thought that would make me feel better was booze. This isn't the way I wanted to meet Em and can I just say how much you two ACTUALLY look like each-other like what the fuck?? Anyway i know I'm rambling but I'm just panicking you're going to leave me so I can't stop spea-" She cut me off with a kiss. I am so fucking confused.

Our lips detached. "Im not going to lie to you babe. I stopped listening after secondly. It's fine. I forgive you. Im not used to being with someone so when something happens I run away instead of talking it out and I understand why you got drunk. It's cool"

I'm so happy we're ok. Fuck knows what I'd do without this girl now. Im so in love with her it's like she's another limb on my body.