Fell in love (kellin quinn love story and Oliver Sykes love story )

Chapter 20

Oliver POV

I was just staring at her as she sat down at her assigned seat

The one thing I regret is that I can't remember anything but I really what to know what happened

I don't want anything bad between us

Like looking at each other awkwardly for instance

It kills me when she doesn't talk to me

The bell rang....

I walked passed people to get to her

I pulled her in the side room

"Oliver" she said

"Please tell me what the hell happened last night?"I said

God it hurts so bad being mean to her

We both were in a room I think it was a music room

It was silence

She didn't say anything back

Does she remember?

"Umm... I ... Umm" she said

"Do you remember anything at all" I said

She didn't answer she was just standing there looking down at her feet

I came close to her and shaked her by her shoulders

"Answer me god dammit" I yelled

She looked up at me with tears that fell from her eyes

My heart just broke into million pieces

I can never see her cry

It hurts so dam much

I so hate myself

"We.."

"Had...."

"Sex..." She fell to the floor crying

"You ...took my Virginity" she said in sobs

I just looked at her in awe

I kneeled down to her and lifted her face up

"I'm sorry " I said with sadness in my eyes

She slapped my hands away from her chin and looked down again

"Just leave me alone oli...oliver" she said still crying

I got up and opened the door and looked at her the last time and then closed the door and left

Why did I have to be drunk

Seeing her cry and me doing nothing to help her makes me hate myself so much

Maybe it will be better if I just stay away from her

Grace POV

I told Oliver everything

I can't believe he didn't remember a thing and all he said was sorry

Why am I crying?

I don't cry , he made me cry

I wiped my tears and got up and went walking home

I didn't want to be at school

I don't wanna see his face

I Hate him

I plugged my earbuds in my ears and was listening to drake(Catchingyourclouds)

I downloaded more music besides bring me the horizon

Drakes voice just calms me

Some songs reminded me of oliver

Tears fell from my eyes again

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I got home and opened the door and ran to my room still in tears

I didn't care who was home

I didn't care about anything right now

I closed my door and sat at the corner of my room

I hugged my knees by my chest and cried

Why does it hurt so much?

Why did I ever love him?

Why can't I hate him?

I had so many questions going in my mind

I heard the door open but I didn't wanna see who it was

"Grace" it was Shade

I haven't seen shade in forever

I looked up at shade an I saw she had bandages on both arms

Oh no she didn't

I told her

You got to be kidding me

"Shade " I got up at hugged her so tight

I missed her

She always made me smile

She means everything to me

More then anyone

"Ouch" she said

"What wrong?" I said

"My arms , no I didn't cut myself" she said

Then why does she have bandages on her arms

"Then why are you all bandaged up" I said

She looked at me and I can see in her eyes that something bad happened and she wanted to cry so bad

"Shade" I said

"Shade " I said again

She looked at me and suddenly her eyes closed and she fell

"SHADE!" I kneeled down and got my phone from my pocket and called the ambulance and then kellin

"Shade please get up , please" I cried

Why does everything bad have to happen to me?

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Hey you guys sorry it's been a long ass time I didn't update cuz school started ha but I will try to update as soon

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