Corinthians

Love keeps no Record of Wrongs

"You're very lucky," Zane was saying as he wandered around Ed's bedroom examining his knickknacks. "I like your grandma." Ed was sitting rigidly on the edge of his bed, uncomfortable with the inevitable scrutiny. "You can relax you know. I'm in control of myself. The...sense of desperation seems to wane when I can be close to you all day."

"Yeah, but I may not be," Ed mumbled under his breath.

"What was that?" Zane asked.

"Nothing at all. I'm just nervous. Nobody else has ever been in here before."

That surprised Zane. "Not even Soren?"

"We switched around the bedrooms when I started high school so I'd have more room to study, and he stopped coming over in middle school so he's never seen it."

"I see. Did you ever find out why?" Zane asked. "You started hanging out again so I assume you've talked about it."

"Yeah. We did. It was...for the best," Ed admitted, but didn't expound on his answer.

Zane crouched down in front of where Ed sat so he could look in his eyes and was surprised when he flinched.

"Ed, what are you afraid will happen here?" He prompted.

"Nothing."

"You're afraid nothing will happen? What do you want to happen?"

"That's not what I meant. I mean, I'm not afraid. I'm just horny as hell and I'm not sure I can take it any more," Ed finally confessed.

At that Zane slammed himself back against the door, as far away from Ed as possible in the closed space. "You can't say things like that to me when we're all alone if you want me to hold back. You wanted a trial period. Is the trial over?"

"I don't know," Ed whined and buried his head in his hands.

"You know," Zane insisted. "But not everything. I saw the picture in your bathroom. Love is patient it says. Why do you think I was the first alpha to reach you when your heat started?"

This question caused Ed to raise his face again.

"I've been drawn to you since the first day of high school. Almost enough to believe in fated mates, except you didn't seem to feel the same. I know how dangerous the world still is for omegas, how unstable and irregular your heats can be when you're first experiencing them. I had to be the dominant alpha and I had to keep close to you so I could protect you. That's why I took all the same classes as you that I could. So I would be nearby if the worst ever happened. And when it did, I was."

"But I couldn't tell you. I couldn't start something with you because we were both too young. We're still too young. We're seven months away from graduating from high school and I keep dreaming about you walking across the stage at graduation huge with my child." Ed blanched. He saw it suddenly too, and then wanted it. It was insane.

"It's insane," Zane continued. "It's hormonal, but it's not just hormonal. It's all the other things in that picture too Eddie. And I'm waiting patiently because when we start I'm going to want to keep you knocked up until you're too old to have any more, and I want to be able to provide well for you so you can stay home and raise them with the same love and warmth your grandma gave you."

"I can't have you, and then let you go again. Physically marking or bonding is irrelevant, it's my heart that already can't handle it. So is the trial over?" Zane's hand was on the doorknob, ready to make good on his promise to hold back.

Tears streamed down Ed's face at Zane's confession. There were no words. He nodded.

"What was that?" Zane prompted, his heart bursting with hope. "I need to hear you say it."

"It's over," Ed managed to say before he was scooped up in Zane's arms and squeezed for all he was worth.

"It's over?" Zane asked again as he rained kisses on Ed's face and neck

"It's over," Ed confirmed again.

"I love you," Zane whispered, his hot breath next to Ed's ear. Ed made a choking noise. Zane covered Ed's mouth to stop him from answering and added, "no, no. Don't even try to say it back right now. Not until you're ready." Then his hands went back to stroking Ed's face and hair while he kissed his beloved breathless.

"I want you," Ed whispered back instead. They were frantically pulling at each other's clothes at this point.

"I know," Zane answered, his own need every bit as great. "And I know you love me too. You'll figure it out soon enough."

"How can you be so sure?" Ed asked. They were both naked now, their bodies plastered together on Ed's bed, frantic movements slowing now that this new state of closeness was achieved.

"Because actions speak louder than words," Zane whispered in his ear again and it made him shiver. Suddenly, Zane was kissing his way down Ed's body. His jawline, his collarbone, suckling his sensitive nipples, dropping chaste pecks on his smooth stomach and then he was there. There, there. Taking his nearly vestigial omega cock in his warm wet mouth and making Ed's entire body arch of the bed in pleasure. Before he could fully register the new sensation Zane's fingers started probing his already dripping back door. The two movements together were too much. Ed came instantly. He didn't even have a chance to warn Zane. But that didn't make him stop. He swallowed and grinned up at Ed with a grin that promised so much more.

Already panting and writhing, Ed could barely get words out, "please," pant pant, "I want," deep groan, "inside!" He begged.

Zane's fingers swirled around inside one more time and then they were out and his impressive member was there instead, slowly pressing its way inside. "I'm sorry," Zane whispered. "I can't hold back. Should...prepare you more."

"Don't," Ed arched and writhed and his ass filled with the warmth and promise of the alpha who loved him. "Ah, ah, yessss!" He squealed as it brushed by the bundle of nerves by the detour to his cervix.

"There?" Zane asked and slipped out and back in just enough to brush by it again. Ed squealed right where he expected. He was learning his beloved's body and every new bit of knowledge was precious. This thought, this intense desire to pleasure his Eddie, was the only thing slowing him down. He wasn't as out of his mind as he felt when the rut took over. It was good that they could enjoy their first time like this and not under the influence of Ed's heat.

But he knew he still wouldn't last long. Not with Ed's frantic movements forcing him to keep going. To keep driving in and out as the pleasure built to its culminating explosion. And there it was, "I'm cumming," Zane warned. Ed was unable to speak, already twitching internally and squirting his own climax when Zane pounded into him three times hard and then stayed as he filled Ed with all the hot sticky alpha cum he'd been longing for.

"Ah, ah!" Ed squealed.

"Shit!" Zane answered when he realized he was knotting inside Ed and nothing could be done about it. He quickly rolled on his back, pulling Ed up on top of him where he could control his own angle and minimize his discomfort. "I'm so sorry," he said as he held onto Ed and stroked his back in a comforting gesture. "My body doesn't want to let you go." He ran his fingers through Ed's hair and stroked the face that was twisted in discomfort. "I don't want to let you go." His kissed and stroked until he could feel Ed relax and let the knot be. They were already both asleep a half hour later when it finally subsided so his cock could slip back out.