Bad Secrets and Bad Feelings

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................................Kaycee..............................

woah.


After he set me down and the music stopped, it did indeed feel electric. When he told me all of this, I wondered to myself if I could like him. I mean I said I zinged, but I-I I can't explain myself. It feels like I don't make sense. What I'm saying doesn't make sense. It was something about him. He was so nice to me as kids and he still is just as wonderful to me as much. He's different. As I said, I'm usually so reserved around boys. You know, except for Josh, Gabe, and Kenneth. But Sean has this a way with me. He makes me feel better even when I don't need to feel better. And that moment with the speakers. I wanted to smile back and laugh with him. But I don't know. There i s a barrier I know I'm unconsciously putting up. And why is that? I can't hurt Sean again.

I can't break my promise to Serris.

I know Julian would hang it over my head for eternity.

I still can't believe he would do something like this.

I've been friends with Julian for so long. How could he do something like this?

My thoughts get interrupted when I realize Bailey was standing right in front of me and Sean had gone to the side to talk with the rest of the boys.

"Kaycee? You good girl?" Bailey asks me.

"Yeah, yeah," I respond, recollecting my thoughts.

"Ok, well anyway, do you wanna come over to my house today to have a sleepover? There's something I wanna discuss with you, Tahani, and Tati," She tells me. Discuss? Discuss what? I'm starting to get nervous about accepting this offer. But, my curiosity overcomes my nerves.

"Um, sure. Let me just ask my mom," I tell her.

After getting approval from my mother, I took a walk from Bailey and Kenneth's studio back to me and Sean's.

Right as I had just opened the door, someone grabbed my hand and the handle, and slammed the door back shut.

Thanks to the secretary's thorough planning, our studio was down a separate hall from everyone else's, basically isolated from the rest of the group.

I whirled around to face who it was.

It was Julian.

"What do you want now," I asked, ready to knee him in the groin as Tahani had.

"Well, not for you to knee me in the nuts again," he replied, shielding that area with one hand.

I smirked and opened the door, but he pushed it closed again.

"Not so fast Kayc," he says to me.

"What do you want Julian? I already know you have dirt on me and I have dirt on you, so what do you want? Because I know that it's best we both keep our mouths quiet," I tell him, staring into his eyes, glaring.

"Well missy, I happen to know a certain sleepover will be going down tonight that involves you, Tahani, Bailey, and Tati," Julian tells me.

"Yes, and?"

"So let me just tell you this, if you and your lady friends plan to take any action against me and try to ruin my happy relationship, you will pay. Trust me your and Sean's friendship will be ruined. Baiken would be gone in a second. Kaleyl's career? Would be canceled. Gabe and Tati? We both know they like each other, it's obvious. But if this secret gets out, you best know Gabe will never look at her the same way after knowing what I know. So all I'm saying is, be careful."

''Fine, bye," I say blankly with no emotion.

Dirt on Bailey and Tati? What could they have done?

I walked out and saw everyone in the parking lot. I walked over to Sean.

"Hey Sean, I'm going over to Bailey's for a sleepover so you don't have to bring me home," I say.

"Oh, it's ok," he says to me before heading to his car. But then, he turns around.

"Good Night Kaycee," Sean said smiling.

"Good Night Sean," I said flashing him a smile.

We both then walk to our cars.

The car ride to Bailey's with Tahani, Tati, and Bailey was surprisingly quiet. Usually, we would be talking and laughing, but not today. Tonight, it was quiet and awkward. Once we got to Bailey's, we all immediately went into her room and sat in a circle. It feels weird being here without Chloe. But she couldn't be here. For her own sake. All of a sudden I hear a ding. I pull out my phone to check what it was.

A photo on Instagram was just posted by Chloe. It was a picture of her and Julian on the couch. I read the caption and my heart dropped.

"Just hanging with my favorite guy. My one and only 😘''

I couldn't help but feel bad for her. I was so lost in my thoughts that I realized we ready to actually start talking.

"Kaycee, are you ok?" Tati asks, looking at me with concern.

"Um, yeah it just ... I never realised I would ever have to keep so many..."

"Bad secrets and bad feelings."



A/Ns:

ANOTHER RUSHED CHAPTER YAYYYYY

M here and have any of u seen matt's video with sean and kaycee I died a million deathsssss. I think the seaycee fandom was just ultimately blessed. Anyway, so its 7:14 p.m. and I have two tests tmw, two homework assignments to finish, and I have a presentation to prepare for so yayyyyy. But I also apologize for this chapter cause not a lot happened but hopefully y'all will get some more tea in the next chapter.

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Hey it's L. Sry bout the late update gots lots of homeworks. Lol I don't care about a schedule do you? Btw we might have a two day break between this upload and the next so we can write s'more for y'all. THX SO MUCH FOR 2K READS!!!!!!!!!

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