I'm Sollux and I just earned myself a one way ticket to the hospital. How you may ask? Well, what would your mom do if she found you crying on the tile floor of your bathroom with some puke still on the corner of your mouth? Yeah, I bet she would freak out too.
Let's also just face the facts, I need help. It makes me feel terrible that I hadn't asked for it. My mom broke down crying when she saw the scene before her. Obviously, she did the same thing any personwould first think of.Call a doctor.
She was panicking so the doctors had to try and calm her down. The medics sent an ambulance to come pick me up and take me to therapy. Once there, I was cleaned up and taken to my assigned psychiatrist. It was 9:00 at night by the time I got to her office.
" Hello ", she said. I raised my head up from my current position and nodded. She folds her hands on her lap while crossing her legs. " So, I hear you have an eating disorder. Can you tell me more about that? "
The couch groans as I shift uncomfortably on it. I sigh defeatedly and shake my head. She nods taking in a deep breath.
" Sollux, by the looks of it you need help. I can't help you very much, but I do know a place that can." My eyes open wide at hearing those words.
"Where are you taking me? " My voice is hoarse and shaking from pathetically crying so much. I see her panic for a second.
"You will be taken to a disorders hospital for teenagers struggling with the same things as you. Now, I know this sounds so sudden, but your condition is very serious and needs immediate care. "
I just couldn't believe what was happening. This is not normal. Normal people do not get thrown into these type of situations. I bite my lower lip trying to hold back my tears.
She sighs looking out the window. "Well, they are here for you so we should start walking outside, alright?"
I nod as she led me back to the waiting room. An ambulance was waiting for me. I was tired shitless because all I remember is being checked into an office. A large woman took me to my room when I arrived.
The walls were all white. As we walked past doors with name tags, we reached my room. The lady thing I remember was collapsing on the bed as my eyes sur closed on instinct.
