I Pity Her (Jelsa)

Chapter:16 Scarred

*Elsa's Point Of View*

It's three o'clock in the morning and not wanting to wake Jack up I slowly detangle myself from him. I need to use my powers again, just to Make sure they are still there. Just To make sure I didn't loose them.

If I lost them, I would stop using that as an excuse to why everyone hates me. If I lost them, everyone would just hate the real me. Maybe Jack only likes me because I have my ice powers. Maybe I'm just someone he can finally relate too, and he doesn't care about me. Maybe he's making sure I'm still around so he won't be the only freak alive.

At least he was put on this earth to do something, To be a guardian. I have nothing, No reason to be alive, No reason to love, No reason to feel happy.

I'm just a useless nobody.

I get up off the bed and walk towards the window. I contemplate on taking the fifty foot drop down to my death. Maybe it'll be better this way?

But then I turn back towards Jack. No, I believe he actually cares about me. He needs me and I need him. I look down at my hands and realize that I have been creating a gun made out of ice. I separate my hands quickly and stare at the device. No, I promised my self I wouldn't harm myself ever again.

I hop back in bed with Jack and try to think about how much he actually cares about me. Maybe he could be the one who I spend the rest of my life with, Maybe he could be the one I have kids with. Maybe, before he figures out what a loser I am.

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Short chapter I know but it just seemed right to end it there. Promise next chapter will be longer. I updated four or three times today. Wow I'm on a roll.

I cried while writing this chapter too okay? I'll promise to make some happier chapters. The next one will be sad too. So you have been warned.