little by little

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I know this girl named Anna she used to be my escape. So sweet. but now

shes a monster 

"You're too fat to eat that." That's all she says. She keeps talking i listen to every word. 

"If you want him to like you, you have to get skinny."

I don't even see food all i see is numbers.

500

200

750

I found this girl Mia she helped me get away from Anna. She used let me eat all i want as long as i threw it up. My throat burned. the bathroom became my new best friend. Every day sitting over the toilet crying fingers down my throat. 

You'll never escape these girls they'll be with you always no matter what treatment they're there in the back of your mind whispering.