this, that
here, there
indecisiveness is one of my main weaknesses.
i wish i could decide on a specific idea, or being, or genre, or thing.
i can't.
when someone says one thing, and it's contradicted by another, i cant help but feel caught in a crossfire when asked for my opinion.
why care about other people's opinions, you ask,
why care about such useless things,
you ask
well, the truth is,
i don't know why i care.
maybe it's the feeling of wanting to have everyone approve of my choices, maybe it's the knowledge of knowing how people can be if you don't choose the "right" way.
"right" way meaning, their way.
maybe it's this, maybe it's that, who knows.
staying in the neutral has always been my mentality.
but lately, my mentality's been changing.
and i don't know if i can change with it.
