The wolf that got away

The forest

I was at the cave for a few hours before I walked back out to the river. I took a deep breath and looked at my reflection, and my eyes where back to ice cold blue. A sigh of relief escaped my mouth and I got back up and found my way back home. 

I was greated by my angry, no angry isn't the right word, more like furious. My mom took my by my arm and dragged me inside and flat out yelled at me for beating up Ron. "You know what can happen right? What if Azazel gets his claws in you the next time he sees you? You could end up like your friend Thor!" She continued to yell at me for what felt like hours, but my dad he just stood there. I finaly looked up at both of them and shrugged, "Sho what if he clawes up my face? And so what if I end up blind on one eye just like him?" Both my parents looked at me in shook and then to each other, my dad just shaked his head and went out and my mom she looked at me and went back to making dinner. That night it was quiet around the dinner table, I ate my food, cleaned after my self and went to my room and sat down in my bed and found a book and started to read and then my dad came in. "Listen.. What you did today was just stupid. So your mom and I has decided you are grounded, until you stop to rebel against the Alpha and his son. Do I make my self clear?" He stands there with looking at me and I can tell I can't talk my self out of this so I just nods and looks back to my book. I can hear him walk out of my room and the talking from the living room. it's to muffled so I can't her what they are talking about but on the tone of their voices it can't be good. 

The next mornig my dad is the one to escort me to all of my classes, and I know that nomather how much I try to sweet talk him he won't let me out of his sight. The bow and arrow class went slowly away and on our way back to slaughter we walk past Ron and his followers, mainly the beata son and daughter, I just smirk seing how bad he looks after yesterday, he is all blue and black around his eyes and he kinda looks scared of me when we walk past him. 

This continues for a few years, tho I'm not grounded anymore my dad keeps to follow me from class to class. I'm now 12, soon to be 13. And stuff around here has gotten grim, Azazel is starving pack members for just asking a question and beating them up for looking at him. 

I haven't seen Thor in a while, I think he and his group are out on a mission for Azazel, or so my dad keeps telling me when I ask.  Ron haven't been up to anything whenever I'm around even tho I have my dad with me. 

"It's only 14 days to my birthday!" I look up to my dad. "It sure is sweety, you are growing up so fast." He smiles down to me. "Do you think I'll shift then? Thor shifted when he was 13." I look down to the grass and then to home where I can se mom standing in the door way. "You sure is ready for it, aren't you?" He smies down at me. "I'm so ready for it!" I smile back at him, "Well, don't be to sad if you can't shift on your birthday, ok?" He looks at me, I'm not sure if it is concerne or love, maybe a combination of both. "I won't be, if I'm not ready I can't do anything about it." He smiles and it looks like he agreed on what I said. We both stop in front of mom and she dosn't look right, something happened. "Mom?" I try to look her in the eyes but she avoids me. "Kine.. I'm sorry, but.. Thor" I looked at her and I could feel warm tears run down my face. "No! It can't be!" I yelled at her. "He got killed by some rogue when they was on their way home.. I'm so sorry sweety.." She tried to hug me but I ran before she could, tears running down my face, I didn't stop running until I steped in the river close to my cave. I fell down to my knees cursing Thor for leaving me alone. I never felt so angry, hurt or alone.