This thing go on for sometime and she did not know and I never tell her. Until something happen in one of the wood factory that was in the other side of our house I heard that one of the worker force a girl and she went to call her people me I never no because the owner of the place is a friend to my mom and I do go there cause most place there children are always there. But when that thing happened me that was there I did not no but my mom no and she sent my brother to call me I came and she ask me not inside the house but outside with one of our church member but also her friend saying " have that person ( the worker) do that to you?" I said no at first she was shouting at me and all that then I told he did not but the man he use to bring home she then ask why didn't I tell her? in mind I answer and said where you always at home. Since then I was look at as I don't no the way I was look at by the church member was somehow even the one that rape me lied that he never do that maybe that's why my mom never believed me if I tell her or that's why she always make me not to stat out late but every thing is also her fault because how a girl of nine years will still be bathing out side and not in the night but when the day is still bright? And that is the time the workers of the wood factory will pass where I bath if is not for one of our Jehovah's witness that told her that I should not be bathing outside I sure I will still be bathing outside till who knows. All that was what I face but there is till more. I was bad really to the time I make a girl a lesbian and almost sleep with my brother and our landlord baby. All this things was what I did and never do since then I started to get away from him if he mistake touch me when we are sleeping I will slap him or push him away. At nine have already gotten what girl do have in the front in the chest place. I was also stubborn all those things change me so much that I don't care I hold myself not to feel pain and I never did.
