It really takes a lot every thing was not good to me and even if I tried to do well but is not. School has its own. My junior secondary school was not like my primary school. Primary school then where I was beaten and almost kill,fight, beg and so on,l. In my primary school then I was also one of the best pupils in school after and before I failed but not for long everything was my own greed if I don't have greed no of it would have happen to me. I don't no who did it,why? I really don't no. I do beg in school I really don't no how it started but I did beg a lot. I beg to a point that I was no to be a beggar. I still don't no how it all started I really don't no. I beg a lot not that my mom don't give me money she do give me money and food I and my brother but not all the time that is one of the reason I beg. I love coconut rice and the woman that do sell it always put Sandi in it. And that's is the one of the reason I love it oh my with different type of meat. This was one of the reason I beg. Mom don't give us money like that and I always want that rice the only thing I will do I will follow any of my friends who want to bye it and when they did I will beg and you no how they will give me by putting it in my hand and its not up to any thing. I also even my brother one time I ask him to give me biscuit which my aunty gave him then I was really hungry he said" before I give you kneel down for me" me then I was an idiot sorry to say I don't really listen even when my friend tell me kneeling for my brother is not good I told her that am using only one knee and that's what I did. Even when I did after give me I lift him. Anything that happened to my brother I will be call from every thing am doing. A time when a girl mistaken bit him in his head and really don't no how it happen when I was call I saw my brother with blood I cried and run to call my mom without stopping I call her and we went to school together she take him. Many things did happened. When I was poison by my friend she was a lesbian and one time we did it that was when rain fall my neighbor want to help but I said no who knows it was a wrong thing to do after we did it I left when the rain has stop who knows when I get home I was welcome with beating and shouting most of my beating was because of the tailor I didn't no why I no he don't like me me on my own don't my waist pain is also the reason when my mom sent me to buy things in the market I told her you said I should look at the meat( dry meat) she said she will do it and she never I stay without going when the tailor came he saw me and went to tell my mom she came and start shouting at me before beating me use me to hit so many places bike, socaway and so on I couldn't stand anymore when she rod me she didn't do it well and that's how my waist pain started. For my friend when they ask where I went to I told them what she said she said that her dad his a police my mom said " so na police daughter you won follow " she said I should show her the place my friend mother follow I really can't remember what she said to my class mate or what my class mate say to my mom. Most of the time I really think that my mom hate me.
