Before some of my school me and younger brother stay with my mom and we continue our school life with her but when we start my mom who work in an hospital as a assistant. Mom do go to work in the morning, afternoon and night. Morning she will go and come back two in the afternoon. In the afternoon she will go and come back eight/nine in the evening. Evening till six or seven. When we start staying with my mom in her first place there was someone staying with us but in this other place it wasn't so because I was always sacred that the house will fall and no one will help us. The house was not a block house but a mod house. My mom has a lover that use to come to our house with her and the bed she,me,my brother and the lover will share the bed the house was not a big house just a room and store. And at that time I which I no I would have tell when it started but I don't no why I never did. I was sacred as a child I was always sacred but as a child I hated what I am passing through I hated it so terrible but I never said anything and my mom never know. He always come saying he is looking for my mom and he no she is not at home is only when she not at home or he followed my mom and come. All the time if my mom is going to his hotel because he is in the army cause I can't stay in the house alone I will cry so that she will bring me and my brother. Me I never really understand myself why I will follow? Don't I no that he will have his way with me? Don't I no that? Even it got to a time he said if I don't he will shot me at a young age what do I no not growing up With my mom and dad not with us. Mom don't really look at us she feed us,yes,she buy things for us and all that but she never really ask or stay with us like that. If she didn't go to work she will go out,if she didn't she will make me and my brother go out. I love my mom but I ways think she never care for me and my brother at all.
