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Jimin
"Please, don't. Don't go, Jimin! Don't leave me." She begged loudly, holding onto my legs.
I was in her apartment, living in her apartment. I've been not feeling well and thought that she'd help me. She'll heal me. But I still felt miserable.
I felt like I didn't deserve anything. I felt like I didn't deserve her and neither this freedom I had.
"How can you live your life in such a happy way, smiling 24/7 and dating when she is still suffering? When she lost her loved ones and is crying every day? Blaming herself? I am very curious."
What have I done? How could I leave like that? How could I.. listen to my father and not pay for what I've done? I never was selfish. I've always thought about others first. But how could I live happily and force myself to forget the mistake I've done?
I don't deserve anything. I have to pay for it. And I will. I will after I end my relationship with her and my friendship with Jungkook.
"Let go!" I shouted down at her, startling her. She changed me and I am thankful to her, I do love her. But she'll suffer. Suffer alone after I end up in jail.
Her apartment was a mess, broken glasses, and vases, broken picture frames. It sure was hard to just let go. For her and me. It was hard because we had so many moments together. So many memories and now...
"Jimin, talk to me. Say something. The truth. You can't just break up with me after-"
I made her stand up as I pressed my fingers against her arms, pulling her up roughly. She was heartbroken. Her eyes were so red from crying and she was trembling in my arms.
She was so scared of letting me go.
"I was just playing with you. Everything...I didn't mean anything." I told her, pushing her roughly and she fell to the floor, crying out loudly.
"You're lying! Don't do this to me, please. You met my parents and they like you a lot. You're the first guy I introduced them-"
"I just don't give a damn shit. Don't you get it?!" I shouted and she wiped her tears away, sniffing and looking up at me.
"So you just wanted to get in my pants?" She asked in her crying voice, tears falling down her cheeks repeatedly.
"If you're so mad about it, why did you let me?" I grinned, leaving just like that. Even after closing the door, I could hear her calling for me, scream-crying her heart out.
