Tasting my own medicine

Chapter 12 - Some things never change

PHANA

It's been nearly twelve weeks of torture watching him morphe into the narcissistic Wayo he is now, I can see it now, how I was before I fell in love with him. 

Before I saw him that time sweetly and gently stroking that run away cat in highschool, I was as he is now, a handsome but selfish attention seeking manipulative brat who didn't care for anyone's feelings but my own, I cared for my close friends Beam and Kit but everyone else was fair game.

Was this Karma or was it how things had been destined for me, then if that's true I will fight it with every bone in my body and every breath that I take, Wayo is mine, no matter if he remembers me or not. Ming says he suspects that Yo is not trying to remember and after talking to his Psychologist and my father in law, we are all worried, someday the memories will come back and flood him and this could have complications with his mental health.

I detests his partying and smoking habits and terrible friends who had the same terrible habits. His constantanly flirting with both sex's but most of all my heart aches deeply for my love, I miss his presence, his unique smell flooding every corner of my room, I miss him in my arm's and his smiling or curious face, his cute voice constantly calling me P'Pha this and P'Pha that and all of his cute gestures that I had grown to love, but mostly I miss the way his gorgeous almond shaped doe eyes use to look up at me with oceans of love.

SIGH 

Laying on my desk I felt the lecturer gently tap my shoulder and say,

"Pha class has ended, Beam and Kit are waiting for you outside".

Lifting my head I quickly wipe a tear from my eye and  apologising to the lecturer walked outside class for lunch, lately my appetite has decreased and I slept less. I feel like a unloved zombie. Wayo really was my life and it was unfair how life had cheated me of him, I hated this empty feeling.  

"Pha, let's go eat hot pot today off campus, Kit promised to treat us both" said Beam nudging Kit playfully. 

"Hey", said Kit smacking Beam on the back.

"I said no such thing, but I bet I  can Ming to pay", giggling he raised his eyebrows as Beam and teased.

"Maybe I should invite Forth, he can pay for your fat ass".

Beam pursed his lips in annoyance, " That's if that pesky brat can keep his hands off my man"

Grabbing my hand and pouting in his cute childish way, "Pha, I'm so fed up of that brat hitting on my man, last week I caught him trying to sneak into the shower with Forth at the gym, do something pleaseeee".

Pursing my lips in anger, my headache was coming back, keeping track of Yo was getting difficult, his determination to flirt with Forth was the biggest thorn in my life. Thankfully me and Forth had agreed to a pact, as long as Forth trained him and kept him away from those vultures who kept dragging him to clubs and drinking I was ok with it.

Once I followed Yo into a club and overheard a so called friend of his say that he planned to drug Yo's drink and force himself on him. I saw red and after beating the living daylights out of the man I threatened the entire group.

Screaming into his face and grabbing his collar, his battered and blue face meant nothing.

"If you lay one finger on what's mine I will ruin your life, next life and life after that, piss off and if I see you sniffing around him again I will keep my promise".

He scurried off into the rat hole he came from with his gang and I never saw him around Yo again.  I hired a few university friends to hang out with Yo, ones who kept him safe while he insisted on clubbing and pubbing. They kept me up to date on his behaviour and I at last felt some peace till he insisted on learning how to ride a bike.

This boy was running me ragged, I was an emotionally drained mess.

"Cheer up Pha" said Forth at the table we had occupied at the hot pot place. I had hardly chewed two bits of meat but Beam kept loading my plate and Kit kept nagging me to eat.

"You guys are really the most amazing friends I could have".

 I choked back my emotions and cracked a small smile to reassure them. I wasn't blind I could plainly see Beam and Kit's worry for me etched on their faces, the constant silent nods between them and doing everything from keeping me company and feed and watered, even at the expense of their boyfriends. 

"Soooo, what do you have planned for valentines day Pha, Ming says a big grand gesture to get Yo's attention might work, Ming says he still a sucker for romantic gestures, at least that hasn't changed" Kit babbled along forcing a piece of meat loaded with vegetables into my mouth, chewing and swallowing slowly I replied.

" The last time I did a romantic gesture he slapped me in the face, my baby doesn't like pinkmilk anymore I only see him drinking bitter coffee expresso now, Ming is wrong, nothing has worked so far, you all forget how stubborn my baby Yo is".  I met Forth gaze an he sat uncomfortable as he adjusted himself in his chair.

He cleared his throat loudly and woke everyone up from there contemplating,

"Pha, I don't mean to overstep my mark but me and  boys from engineer have a bit of a plan to help you, if you want we can help but you have to promise you won't be mad, I've already spoken to Beam about this", he gently lifted Beams hand from the table and peaked it lightly making Beam blush a lovely scarlet which contrast with his white marble like skin, they looked so much in love and always meant to be. Forth's eyes twinkled at Beam's blushing and a playful smile on his lips evidence of this. 

Kit nudged me and I peeled my eyes away from them and spoke up.

"At this rate Forth I could use all the help I could get".

The gang huddled together and whispered the plan to me and I roared in a big booming voice suddenly shaking the table and surprising the other dinners near us and the waiter who nearly dropped a huge pot of miso soup on a customer nearby.

"NOOOOOOOO THIS IS THE WORST IDEA EVER, I SIMPLE WILL NOT ALLOW IT EVERY"

"But Pha", said Beam and Kit, "You already promised, plus Forth and his gang have already started the plan, you just need to go along"

"NO I FORBIOD THIS NO WAY IN HELL, OVER MY DEAD BODY, I WON'T YOU CAN'T MAKE ME"

But a few hrs later the plan wa set and I had no choice but to go along.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Hello my lovely readers, as always forgive my grammar and spelling and SURPRISE I actually updated, thank you to everyone's feedback and I think that once this story ends I can always go back and edit it better, for now  I will continue to post updates, this chapter is just a filler so if it's not good I apologise, its my birthday in a 8 days so I'm distracted plus uni keeps me really busy. 

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Shaz81