Running from the Feds - Phantom Troupe x OC

Feels bad

I wasn't very hungry, and certainly not for raisins, so I had to pass on Chrollo's offer. Today was so chaotic and stressful and I kinda just wanted to take a nap. I snooped around the rest of the troop hideout for a place I could sleep. I ended up getting a little lost and I ended up in a library full of books about god.

"Ah so tired" I talked to myself as I piled up a stack of bibles for a bed to sleep on.

But for some reason I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about what Machi said, how she didn't trust me. What did I ever do to her? I cried into my book pillow.

Sundenly I heard foot steps coming into the room. "What the fuck dod you do to my bibles!" Chrollo said sounding kinda angry.

"S-s-sorry!" I said, sitting up and toppling off the bible pile.

"The word of the lord should never be on the floor," Chrollo lectured me. He stormed over and inspected his bibles. "What the fuck man! I cant belive you drooled all over my bibles. Wait..." He put his finger in the pool of liquid on the book cover and licke it. "That's not drool... Were you crying just now?"

He looked at my in my eyes and saw that they were wet with water. "Why are you crying do you hate us?"

Ah so ambarrassing I hated cry in front of people. "No I don't hate you but I think Machi hates me," I said trying to hold my tears back.

"Why do you think that"

"She said she doesn't trust me," I said.

"Well trusting isn't the same as hating. I mean not trusting. I mean not trusting isn't the same as hating."

"Yeah but I dunno."

"Trust is earned not give," Chorllo said. "You will just have to proove yourself."

With that he got up and started to put his bibles back on the shelf. I felt bad for messing them all up but I hated cleaning so like I wasn't gonna help him.

"I'm hungry I'm gonna go eat some rasins," I said (not really but I just didn't wanna be around him anymore) then I left.

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